OK I have something I kinda feel like talking to someone about because it is somehow related to the problem that I feel "ashamed" of my fetish/sexuality.
I really feel like my tickling fetish is a bit weird because I believe I am turned on by/focusing on it in a "different" way. So I kinda make up my own stories/situations that are impossible or at least really hard to implement irl. But yeah, I am "turned on" by very specific things related to tickling.
It all originated from when I was in my early teens and I heard everyone playing the song "The Whistle Song" and another one called "Lollipop" by DJ Aligator (like in the story I posted the other day called "Whistle and Kazoo"). I already had a huge tickling fetish back then and so, when I heard that crazy type of music, I got the idea that the whistle sound and the kazoo sound themselves (among others) were special "tickling soundwaves" played from a special speaker. I had the thought that the beat/hihat sound in the songs were actually the bare feet of a very attractive girl lying on her stomach in front of the speaker (tied ofc. ), wildly kicking and rubbing her feet against each other because of the intense tickling sensation from the sounds (the sound of her feet recorded through a mic). I imagine the "invisible" kazoo tickling up and down her soles causing a cute toe curl and the whistle/other sounds doing something similar (I imagine that it tickles a lot!! And I love the long parts ). My suspicion was backed up by the "teasing" sound of the kazoo and the lyrics of the songs by this artist: "Can you feel it?", "Turn the lights out!" (evil laughter ), "Bring the beat back!" and so on.
So basically my fantasy made me gaze at photos of barefoot beauties while listening to those songs (while doing you know what haha). I do that instead of wathing tickling clips because they are too "direct" in their content making me unable to use my own imagination which is an important part of my sexuality. I really enjoy being "creative" and "far out" when it comes to my tickling fetish Or I get bored quickly But I want to make it clear that I am opposing any nonconsensual tickling even though it sometimes is a part of my fantasies including myself as having the noncensenting (is that a word lol?) role or someone else. But is that ok in a fantasy in your opinion?
By the way, I have no explanation of how the movement of her feet matches the pace of the songs so precisely
BUT my point with this is: Because of this "coincidence" in my perception (in an early age) I had this idea and it played a great part in my sexual fantasies ever since. My problem is that is makes me feel VERY different and sometimes weird (which I am in general lol). It also made me feel like a bad person because of the "noncensensual" element. Even though it never is a "real" part of my sexuality (only something I may pretend).
And yeah, I somehow felt it would help telling others about it here. I am also a "ticklee" and I enjoy implementing this scenario when tickled although it isn't easy lol. You may call it.. Musical tickling! haha Me reliance on the contents of my "fantasy" makes it a little hard for me to become "satisfied" when tickled/tickling. And some bonus info: I am "male" but I identify with being androgynous (I have an androgynous to feminine appearance and people may not perceive me as "male"). Partly for that reason, I like switching "roles" sometimes (ticklee/ler).
My real question is: Can a sexual fantasy/tickling fantasy be labeled "wrong"? And does anyone have any advice on how to tell partners/implement "technical" fantasies like that in ones sex life? Sorry for being so direct lol. Maybe I am better off keeping it more simple?
Sorry for my block of text! I hope it did at least entertain you a little bit and that I am not the only one in the world with "avantgarde" tickling fantasies
I really feel like my tickling fetish is a bit weird because I believe I am turned on by/focusing on it in a "different" way. So I kinda make up my own stories/situations that are impossible or at least really hard to implement irl. But yeah, I am "turned on" by very specific things related to tickling.
It all originated from when I was in my early teens and I heard everyone playing the song "The Whistle Song" and another one called "Lollipop" by DJ Aligator (like in the story I posted the other day called "Whistle and Kazoo"). I already had a huge tickling fetish back then and so, when I heard that crazy type of music, I got the idea that the whistle sound and the kazoo sound themselves (among others) were special "tickling soundwaves" played from a special speaker. I had the thought that the beat/hihat sound in the songs were actually the bare feet of a very attractive girl lying on her stomach in front of the speaker (tied ofc. ), wildly kicking and rubbing her feet against each other because of the intense tickling sensation from the sounds (the sound of her feet recorded through a mic). I imagine the "invisible" kazoo tickling up and down her soles causing a cute toe curl and the whistle/other sounds doing something similar (I imagine that it tickles a lot!! And I love the long parts ). My suspicion was backed up by the "teasing" sound of the kazoo and the lyrics of the songs by this artist: "Can you feel it?", "Turn the lights out!" (evil laughter ), "Bring the beat back!" and so on.
So basically my fantasy made me gaze at photos of barefoot beauties while listening to those songs (while doing you know what haha). I do that instead of wathing tickling clips because they are too "direct" in their content making me unable to use my own imagination which is an important part of my sexuality. I really enjoy being "creative" and "far out" when it comes to my tickling fetish Or I get bored quickly But I want to make it clear that I am opposing any nonconsensual tickling even though it sometimes is a part of my fantasies including myself as having the noncensenting (is that a word lol?) role or someone else. But is that ok in a fantasy in your opinion?
By the way, I have no explanation of how the movement of her feet matches the pace of the songs so precisely
BUT my point with this is: Because of this "coincidence" in my perception (in an early age) I had this idea and it played a great part in my sexual fantasies ever since. My problem is that is makes me feel VERY different and sometimes weird (which I am in general lol). It also made me feel like a bad person because of the "noncensensual" element. Even though it never is a "real" part of my sexuality (only something I may pretend).
And yeah, I somehow felt it would help telling others about it here. I am also a "ticklee" and I enjoy implementing this scenario when tickled although it isn't easy lol. You may call it.. Musical tickling! haha Me reliance on the contents of my "fantasy" makes it a little hard for me to become "satisfied" when tickled/tickling. And some bonus info: I am "male" but I identify with being androgynous (I have an androgynous to feminine appearance and people may not perceive me as "male"). Partly for that reason, I like switching "roles" sometimes (ticklee/ler).
My real question is: Can a sexual fantasy/tickling fantasy be labeled "wrong"? And does anyone have any advice on how to tell partners/implement "technical" fantasies like that in ones sex life? Sorry for being so direct lol. Maybe I am better off keeping it more simple?
Sorry for my block of text! I hope it did at least entertain you a little bit and that I am not the only one in the world with "avantgarde" tickling fantasies
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