It really is. It was up on YouTube for awhile but has disappeared. If anyone knows where it can be found, I’d appreciate being hooked up! I believe the title is “I Didn’t Sign Up For This.”
Dark Crane,
You are not alone in having this experience, and because of that there are professionals who can help with the challenges you describe. Give yourself some grace, find professional help, and with some time you will stop having to carry this heavy burden around. Wishing you the best,
B