cncreteman
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Thought I would start a thread to see if any others are faced with the same challenges I am facing. Being a christian since early childhood , some sliding here and there but for the most part a God Loving christian, went to a christian college, , been a good person to others, the whole nine yards,,
I have tho been having a hard time with my fetish, And the more I think about it , this has been a kind love/hate relationship,, You see, i have always told myself how"normal" this is for me, as a human male with a liking to tickle females, yes Do the tickling, not to BE tickled,,, anyways, there is a side of me that thinks this might not be in the best interest as far as my life goes, I mean, its there, a part of me that I almost know without a doubt will always be there, I have loved cute ticklish feet since as far back as I can remember, seriously, as far back as I can remember,,I can remember being really small and the little neighbor girls would line up for me to tickle their feet, gigglin and just loving it,, its been that way thru my whole life, The sound of someone(females) laughing just immediately gets my attention, I am forever waiting for summertime,LOL,, yeah you guessed it,, I just love a giggling woman with ticklish feet, This has never been an issue of me hiding it or anything of the kind, believe me everyone since middle school knew I dug cute feet, the girls in HS knew they better have some killer feet to date me,, for real, as silly as that sounds,, even now, Ice is amazed that when we first met, I wanted to check her feet out,, she has often asked me, what if i had ugly feet,, I replied, well, we would have been Great friends,,LOL for real tho, ok, back to my discussion,
Are there any other christians in here that have struggled with this issue, issue of having such a strong fetish and feeling like it might be wrong? or something like that,, its something i ponder all the time, when I go to church and sing praise songs, sometimes I even wonder about it,, oh well, just had some time to kill and wondered if this was happening to more than just me,
Also, dont mind any spelling mistakes, Im not the worlds greatest typist, i can really spell tho
I have tho been having a hard time with my fetish, And the more I think about it , this has been a kind love/hate relationship,, You see, i have always told myself how"normal" this is for me, as a human male with a liking to tickle females, yes Do the tickling, not to BE tickled,,, anyways, there is a side of me that thinks this might not be in the best interest as far as my life goes, I mean, its there, a part of me that I almost know without a doubt will always be there, I have loved cute ticklish feet since as far back as I can remember, seriously, as far back as I can remember,,I can remember being really small and the little neighbor girls would line up for me to tickle their feet, gigglin and just loving it,, its been that way thru my whole life, The sound of someone(females) laughing just immediately gets my attention, I am forever waiting for summertime,LOL,, yeah you guessed it,, I just love a giggling woman with ticklish feet, This has never been an issue of me hiding it or anything of the kind, believe me everyone since middle school knew I dug cute feet, the girls in HS knew they better have some killer feet to date me,, for real, as silly as that sounds,, even now, Ice is amazed that when we first met, I wanted to check her feet out,, she has often asked me, what if i had ugly feet,, I replied, well, we would have been Great friends,,LOL for real tho, ok, back to my discussion,
Are there any other christians in here that have struggled with this issue, issue of having such a strong fetish and feeling like it might be wrong? or something like that,, its something i ponder all the time, when I go to church and sing praise songs, sometimes I even wonder about it,, oh well, just had some time to kill and wondered if this was happening to more than just me,
Also, dont mind any spelling mistakes, Im not the worlds greatest typist, i can really spell tho