I've been on this site for years and looked at different posts. I've even commented and told stories about real life experiences. The second time I was tickled was one of the best times ever. I really fell in love with the fetish and I really became attached to the people who were tickling me. I was insecure the first two times I was there, as you had to be naked when you first saw them. The second time I saw them, I told them about some of my insecurities with body image (and I know we all have insecurities about that). I told them to exploit it with the tickling, but only if they truly had a problem with my body. They never did, which gave me a huge amount of self-confidence. Unfortunately, the people who originally tickled me I'm no longer in contact with. Since then I've tried to fill that void. I tried some place else where I was able to switch. I saw the same person twice. Both times were a disappointment. The last time I saw them I felt that they didn't tickle me nearly that intense (which I've been tickled intensely and loved it) and I felt I couldn't take it. This makes me think that I wasn't really attracted to them physically.
I've also tried online dating. I always thought that I would meet someone in person, but decided to give this a whirl. On one site, I even mentioned tickling in the questions section of my profile. 99% of people that I contact, I ask them something about their profile and I don't mention tickling. 99% of the time I get no response. As I've said, I even have contacted professionals. Unfortunately, the type of woman that I would be interested in is either not offering or not offering switching.
Lastly, I saw a post a number of months ago from someone who made tickling videos asking about their old videos and saying they were starting a new website. I mentioned someone (who would be one of my top two people from tickling videos ever to meet and have a tickling experience with) and I was told that said that person was willing to do sessions. A few months later I contacted the person from this forum and she got in touch with the person, but unfortunately it didn't work out. I've thought about contacting them in a few months and trying again.
I realize that I should open my mind into helping me find someone, and I have tried to contact people on dating sites who I was still interested in, but definitely not my ideal. I have read that people on this forum even have trouble finding people for just tickling, let alone a relationship. I was wondering how does one deal with this (either getting over it or finding a particular type of person)? Attached are some pics of the type of people I'm talking about.
I've also tried online dating. I always thought that I would meet someone in person, but decided to give this a whirl. On one site, I even mentioned tickling in the questions section of my profile. 99% of people that I contact, I ask them something about their profile and I don't mention tickling. 99% of the time I get no response. As I've said, I even have contacted professionals. Unfortunately, the type of woman that I would be interested in is either not offering or not offering switching.
Lastly, I saw a post a number of months ago from someone who made tickling videos asking about their old videos and saying they were starting a new website. I mentioned someone (who would be one of my top two people from tickling videos ever to meet and have a tickling experience with) and I was told that said that person was willing to do sessions. A few months later I contacted the person from this forum and she got in touch with the person, but unfortunately it didn't work out. I've thought about contacting them in a few months and trying again.
I realize that I should open my mind into helping me find someone, and I have tried to contact people on dating sites who I was still interested in, but definitely not my ideal. I have read that people on this forum even have trouble finding people for just tickling, let alone a relationship. I was wondering how does one deal with this (either getting over it or finding a particular type of person)? Attached are some pics of the type of people I'm talking about.
