This is really valid, OP. I'm often the opposite where I feel like I can't find clips with enough tickling distress/begging in it for my taste. But I find your stance nicer and more charming. You probably highly value others' comfort and can't feel sexually comfortable violating it. You prefer playful, loving tickles over malicious, relentless ones. To each their own is very important.

For some, I think that the hearing begging/ inducing distress aspect is a related but almost separate fetish from tickling, since it can exist in.. other fetishes as well, and it can be practiced by people who value consent or who don't(unfortunately) too. Personally, I can't get enough of the intersection of begging and tickling, but you being the way you are and wanted what you want is equally important and awesome. Stay Wholesome, Dude