Stay with me here, because I'm not really sure what I am. I can tell you that I love tickling between myself and a female partner. I've only engaged in it with one woman and that was my ex. We played tickle games like laying down and seeing how much tickling we could get each other to flinch/laugh. We'd wrestle each other with a lot of tickling involved. Tickling was a way we got physically closer with one another and more "familiar" with each other's bodies(that may have been a weird way to put that). You may read all this and say that I'm definitely not asexual. Maybe not, because I am definitely attracted to women and have made out and gotten physical with women and enjoyed it very much. My issue is with sex specifically. I've never had sex. The concept of it has never excited me. When I read tickling stories and it gets to a point where they start talking about "cumming" or getting "wet" or anything along those lines, I get weirded out and I stop reading immediately. I can't explain why I react that way or feel like that, I just do. I don't know if that classifies me as asexual. I definitely LOVE tickling though, doing it with my ex was some of the best experiences of my life. I read non-sexual tickle stories almost every night. I come up with scenarios in my head as I'm falling asleep. So.that is definitely part of me. Another thing is, I do get "hard" when thinking up a tickle scenario, but I don't take it any further than that. Anything further makes me feel uncomfortable and uneasy.
I just don't know what to make of all this. I'm being totally honest with you guys. I know a lot of you won't be able to relate to this, and I understand that. I don't expect you to relate. All I ask is that you respect where I'm coming from and not to attack me for feeling this way.
I just don't know what to make of all this. I'm being totally honest with you guys. I know a lot of you won't be able to relate to this, and I understand that. I don't expect you to relate. All I ask is that you respect where I'm coming from and not to attack me for feeling this way.