NYC_finest
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Man this has been a really hectic and depressing week for me. Actually the whole past year was. But specifically this week aside from sending deposits and getting scammed out of money, I lost a friend or someone who could’ve been more because I decided to open up about me being into tickling.
With work and everything, I hadn't really had much of a social life so I’ve been doing sessions here and there with people who were great lees. But That’s really the most fun I’ve been having these past few months. I actually reconnected with this girl who came up to me at a bar a few months ago. I kind of stopped talking to her at first I because I figured if we got close she would find out about me being into tickling and all. But I’ve been kind of down lately so I figured a personal connection might be what’s needed. So I decided to tell her about me being into tickling. I didn’t just come out and say it but kind of worked my way into it.
I knew she was extremely ticklish from the times that we’ve chilled but I wasn’t sure if she would be open to the fetish. Long ass story short, it went bad. I told her about the tickle community and even showed her a few tickle videos just to give her an example but according to her it was “Fucking Weird” and “people shouldn’t be into that”. I thought telling her would go well because I told a small amount of friends who I could trust and they were okay with and interested by it. But it’s different when you tell a friend than when you tell someone who could be a potential girlfriend.
But the rest of the day became extremely awkward between us and she went from being all bubbly and happy to see me to just having a really weird vibe. We got along well, would go out, liked the same shows and anime which was a plus, and even played ball together. Now it’s just really uncomfortable. And because of that she doesn’t want to talk anymore.
It’s whatever but it’s just feels different when all this is because I told her about being into tickling. There’s only a few times I wished I was into tickling and now it’s one of those times. I know I shouldn’t think like that but i fee like things would’ve been much better if I hadn’t said anything. This is just another reason I’m not really open about it. Oh well, lesson learned! I guess
I used to be young thinking I was weird for liking it, until around 13/14 I discovered this while community on the internet. It kind of gave me hope that maybe I wouldn’t feel alone in this but I’m starting to rethink that. I don’t know maybe I need a break or something. Or maybe I’m just taking it too personal and overreacting about the whole thing.
If anyone has or wants to share thoughts, it would be greatly appreciated!
With work and everything, I hadn't really had much of a social life so I’ve been doing sessions here and there with people who were great lees. But That’s really the most fun I’ve been having these past few months. I actually reconnected with this girl who came up to me at a bar a few months ago. I kind of stopped talking to her at first I because I figured if we got close she would find out about me being into tickling and all. But I’ve been kind of down lately so I figured a personal connection might be what’s needed. So I decided to tell her about me being into tickling. I didn’t just come out and say it but kind of worked my way into it.
I knew she was extremely ticklish from the times that we’ve chilled but I wasn’t sure if she would be open to the fetish. Long ass story short, it went bad. I told her about the tickle community and even showed her a few tickle videos just to give her an example but according to her it was “Fucking Weird” and “people shouldn’t be into that”. I thought telling her would go well because I told a small amount of friends who I could trust and they were okay with and interested by it. But it’s different when you tell a friend than when you tell someone who could be a potential girlfriend.
But the rest of the day became extremely awkward between us and she went from being all bubbly and happy to see me to just having a really weird vibe. We got along well, would go out, liked the same shows and anime which was a plus, and even played ball together. Now it’s just really uncomfortable. And because of that she doesn’t want to talk anymore.
It’s whatever but it’s just feels different when all this is because I told her about being into tickling. There’s only a few times I wished I was into tickling and now it’s one of those times. I know I shouldn’t think like that but i fee like things would’ve been much better if I hadn’t said anything. This is just another reason I’m not really open about it. Oh well, lesson learned! I guess
I used to be young thinking I was weird for liking it, until around 13/14 I discovered this while community on the internet. It kind of gave me hope that maybe I wouldn’t feel alone in this but I’m starting to rethink that. I don’t know maybe I need a break or something. Or maybe I’m just taking it too personal and overreacting about the whole thing.
If anyone has or wants to share thoughts, it would be greatly appreciated!