I feel like I'm living in a world of my own. I'm definitely not what anyone would call asexual. I get strong feelings of arousal(mostly caused by tickling). I'm attracted to women. I have fantasies about having tickle fun with a woman I'm interested in. In those fantasies, I do like for the woman and myself to be tickled naked. To me, that's really hot and sensual and more fun. I do get very aroused by these fantasies, and getting aroused by these fantasies is one of the best parts of it. So in that sense, you'd say I'm on the sexual side of the spectrum for sure.
Where things get weird with me is that despite being naked and aroused in these fantasies, I have absolutely no desire for the fantasies to become "sexual." By that I mean, I have no desire for there to be any actions besides tickling. Tickling intimate areas of the body is great, but nothing beyond that. No jerking off, sucking, fingering, sex etc. It does nothing for me. To be honest, if I do try to include that in my fantasy, it kills my arousal.
On top of that, in reality while I'm thinking about/writing my fantasies, I get aroused but have no desire to masturbate. I just sit with the arousal and enjoy the feeling.
So I'm in this weird position where the asexual people/platonic tickling folks on TMF aren't like me because of my arousal and somewhat content of my fantasies. While at the same time, I'm not like the sexual tickling people on TMF because of my lack of interest in sexual acts.
Where things get weird with me is that despite being naked and aroused in these fantasies, I have absolutely no desire for the fantasies to become "sexual." By that I mean, I have no desire for there to be any actions besides tickling. Tickling intimate areas of the body is great, but nothing beyond that. No jerking off, sucking, fingering, sex etc. It does nothing for me. To be honest, if I do try to include that in my fantasy, it kills my arousal.
On top of that, in reality while I'm thinking about/writing my fantasies, I get aroused but have no desire to masturbate. I just sit with the arousal and enjoy the feeling.
So I'm in this weird position where the asexual people/platonic tickling folks on TMF aren't like me because of my arousal and somewhat content of my fantasies. While at the same time, I'm not like the sexual tickling people on TMF because of my lack of interest in sexual acts.