When I was fourteen or something I used to download a lot of clip previews from TMF, anything that I could get my hands on. Everytime, I would get excited by some of them, and the more clips I gathered, the more I grew numb about them, to the point that I would delete all of them. It seemed as if I like them just at the beginning, but then I would not like them anymore.
After some time, I finally understood what was really happening; I would download those preview clips not based on how ticklish the girl appeared on the clip, but based on how she appeared on images. In that moment, I learned two things:
1. Images are misleading. There are a ton of instances where, by looking at images, you would say that someone is ticklish, but when you actually see the video it's a completely different story.
2. I just didn't like some videos. I though I would have liked them because those girls were hot, but that was not what really interested me about tickling. I would only get excited by those girls who looked genuinely ticklish.
Do you think that I have a choice or any form of control on something like this? Do you think that the way I get excited is different from yours or anyone else? We are just excited by different things. You can get excited if an incredibly hot girl like Scarlet from TA (
https://www.clips4sale.com/studio/15590/16661480/ler-battle-scarlet) gets tickled, I can't, although I think that she is beutiful and has a super hot body.
Instead, I get super excited by this, well, not pretty at all, woman (
https://www.clips4sale.com/studio/6754/610168/mature-dixiees-upperbody-tickle) who gets hysterical under the ticklers fingers.
When you are excited by ticklishness and ticklishness alone, when you are excited feeling the real suffering of the ticklee under your fingers, you can't but look for all those clues that suggest that yeah, that is a genuine reaction, that is was you are looking for.