Hey folks. I am a 20M who has had a tickle fetish my whole life. I haven't been tickled much even. A couple times by my sister(belly button poking, stomach's pretty sensitive) and feet in one or two instances by my parents, and I recall being jabbed in the sides by a girl in church years ago. Ticklish basically everywhere I guess and appreciate it both on a playful and sexual level. Though I am not really too extreme. I'm not really into nudity or the like, moreso reading stories about tickle fights, some bondage and find the the tummy is my favored spot and fit/slim girls being tickled are a favorite(i.e. Kidnapped Cop by Suikoden). I am working on getting myself into good shape(will be working as an EMT, vegetarian, and in a phase of self improvement) and despite having Asperger's have vastly improved in social skills. However, between the socially awkward cringefest of my childhood and the massive family dysfunction growing up I'm ready to finally get some enjoyment out of life, and part of that would be having a relationship with someone I can be physically or emotionally intimiate with.
I'm not really into the idea of hookups and would like a genuine relationship, but between the likely nicheness of our fetish(saw a few instances of tickling throughout school years, so YMMV), the current pandemic mess and the already nuanced realm of dating, I wonder if it's possible. I've always been single and was even a borderline ''nice guy'' in middle school. I don't want to use or control anyone, and would respect the proper bundaries but I also don't want to go feeling unfulfilled emotionally/sexually/etc. Thoughts?
I'm not really into the idea of hookups and would like a genuine relationship, but between the likely nicheness of our fetish(saw a few instances of tickling throughout school years, so YMMV), the current pandemic mess and the already nuanced realm of dating, I wonder if it's possible. I've always been single and was even a borderline ''nice guy'' in middle school. I don't want to use or control anyone, and would respect the proper bundaries but I also don't want to go feeling unfulfilled emotionally/sexually/etc. Thoughts?