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I despise it.

I don't hate the fetish,
But I do feel a bit nervous about eventually having to tell somebody I meet in real life. Infact, i'd LOVE it if a woman I was with would tell me she had some fetish. It is a worry, because tickling is such a big part of sex for me that if a woman hated tickling, I couldn't really have sex with her. So the worry is I'd tell somebody and they wouldn't accept it. So I feel like I would really really have to be comfortable with somebody before I tell them.
But I LOVE tickling so I like the fetish

If I ever met a woman with this fetish who liked me and I liked them it'd be fine

but while i'm alone, i hate having any sexuality at all because there's nothing to do with it

As much as I'm into common and "normal" sexual fetishes; I kind of wish I wasn't into tickling at times. My family knows about it (I made some mistakes as a kid and they found out about it), but I never mention it and I avoid the subject at all costs.

I have been open about it to some ex-girlfriends of mine, and I've actually learned that most decent women won't actually be bothered or freaked out about this fetish. The key is how you tell them about it, don't obsess over it and don't be an asshole about it. In other words, if they really like you and respect you, they will accept it.

But yeah, it kind of sucks being so into this type of fetish because most people think it is weird. On the other hand, I have gotten a lot of pleasure and enjoyment from this fetish; and I really do love it.

I think it's super fun

Nope.
I've had more success in dating because of it.