Bellylaughs
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- Dec 16, 2013
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As most of you know I'm a lee who uses tickling as a stress relief of sorts. I'm not out in real life and I act as if I have no idea what it is. On purpose, because I live around very conservative people.
I just started noticing a large uptick in mundane things that also somehow mention tickling, and I really want to say that I enjoy the fact that it's gaining I guess more mainstream recognition and acceptance but all I feel is terrified that someone is not only going to find out (my friends know and they don't care) but they're going to judge my /ENTIRE/ character based on this one stupid thing they know about me.
They don't know I'm a metalhead that would put myself in harm's way to increase the chances of a stranger surviving, they don't know that I'm aroace and would rather sit with friends around the fire rather than do literally anything with my or anyone else's nads. They don't know that I spoil my dog completely rotten with the best
foods and all the chewies she wants, and they don't know I bust my goddamn ass in the parking lot of a grocery store in extreme weather just so all y'all can shop.
I know I'm overthinking this but wise words are appreciated since I want to keep my job where I am, and my reputation honest, and I'm just a hair below panic not gonna lie.
I just started noticing a large uptick in mundane things that also somehow mention tickling, and I really want to say that I enjoy the fact that it's gaining I guess more mainstream recognition and acceptance but all I feel is terrified that someone is not only going to find out (my friends know and they don't care) but they're going to judge my /ENTIRE/ character based on this one stupid thing they know about me.
They don't know I'm a metalhead that would put myself in harm's way to increase the chances of a stranger surviving, they don't know that I'm aroace and would rather sit with friends around the fire rather than do literally anything with my or anyone else's nads. They don't know that I spoil my dog completely rotten with the best
foods and all the chewies she wants, and they don't know I bust my goddamn ass in the parking lot of a grocery store in extreme weather just so all y'all can shop.
I know I'm overthinking this but wise words are appreciated since I want to keep my job where I am, and my reputation honest, and I'm just a hair below panic not gonna lie.