Wishfoot88; why i am so weird, and you should hate me.

[wishfoot88]

hi
this is my little segment.
i will divulge little details and thoughts i suppose.
probably will add to this once things change and so on.

Real name; Aaron
Tall
1/4 irish
3/4 english
blue/grey eyes
brown hair



so, i am male, living in a little town in the south of England.
nice little place, but full of gangs and assholes like that.

very "vanilla" little town. 2 sex shops that sell the same straight stuff. seeing this i new i was fucked up.
i have a complex sexual map.
i have a tickling fetish.
a bondage fetish that links with tickling.
a foot fetish.
and even weirder, an interest in slippers.
it is not a fetish just something i like. once i get them on i do not want to take them off. i want to wear them everywhere.

i came out to my friends a while ago. all but one didn't mind. that one was the most vanilla person i am ever likely to meet. he once beat someone to a small pile because he was making a joke that implied that this vanilla was gay. no big deal.

so this guy is almost scared of me. i had to have this little chat with him. he is still freaked out by this.

okay, appearance.
my body fucked me around a bit.
i was dangerously skinny when i was young. i actually had to agin weight because by body could not cope with the stick body. so.
it was when i was about 10-11. i just started gaining weight.
according to my dad it is the same thing that has happened to every man in my family, and looking back it has.
i do not look good. i am in no way attractive.
trust me.
when i can get the guts i will post a picture of myself and you can see for yourself.

i went through and i am kinder still going through a marvel phase.
i like all the marvel films and have a few iron man graphic novels so i am pretty nerdy.

i am really fucking annoying. i will annoy you to a point that you will physically hate me, which is why i am relatively quiet here.
i don't want to ruin this site with me mind.
i am also quite funny according to all of my mates.
after watching loads of comedy dvds and stand ups over the years i have kinda gained the skill.
at school we had to do a work experience. i opted for a shop which will remain secret. there was one person that i didn't get along with.
in English we had to do a presentation on the experience. i took the piss out of the shop and the employees. i got an A*.
my humor is always at someones expense.

i hate myself, for that reason.

i am a god fearer. i belief in god, and it scares the shit out of me. i am terrified of going to hell, and i do think that is where i am heading.
it is not that i am exactly bad, it is just that i am not exceedingly good.

i have created a series known as the "tales from Sensoria."
they are a series of stories based on an abandoned-prison-turned-tickling-obsessed-planet.
for details see my deviantart page as i do not post them anywhere else.
i write these to make others happy. they are my fantasies.

my art was going shite then shit now bad. i have never been good.
after commenting on various others someone befriended me. they continue to offer comments and encouragement. no offense to them but they are wrong.
i suck. and i am not getting better.
after making the jump from block colored on a computer t sketched and pencil colored, my confidence grew. but my ideas did not.

i have exhausted the sonic area od tickling and the Zelda area as well. i have no more ideas, and nobody seems that interested. so i will probably pack it in soon enough.

i have created a furry character known as Fuzz Wolson.
he is always on the cusp of cancellation. i can never weave him into any art.
in spite of recent art, he may be the next to fall.
but not forever, i will revive him when. if. my skill ever increases.

i feel shadowed by everyone else here.

it is my personality that stops me going to gatherings. i probably never will.

i have never ever been tickled. and yet i am a lee.
someone once tried, but failed.
i think that the fact that i have not been tickled is the reason why i like it.


this whole thing might seem negative, but it is just my view.
have any thoughts on this?
leave a comment or PM me.

thanks.

 

[Mephistopheles]

have any thoughts on this?

Yeah, grab a beer and stop taking life so bloody seriously.

It'll help.

 

[Bohemianne]

Keep up the weird style... Just never stop drawing and doing arts!

 

[wishfoot88]

Keep up the weird style... Just never stop drawing and doing arts!

thanks, i won't!

 

[milagros317]

Lots of people have non-vanilla sexual interests, many millions and millions of us. So don't be so hard on yourself.

Personally, I think that somebody who only wants to fuck their spouse in the bed in the bedroom with the lights out in the missionary position is just weird.