Blog entries by isabeau

This journey started the Thursday following Mother's Day in early May... David comes home early for lunch, telling me he isn't feeling very good...or well...at first i think perhaps he's coming down with something...then he tells me he's been experiencing tightness and some chest...

"How do i thank you for saving his life? How do i thank you, i'm merely his wife. How did you heal what i cherished for years? How did you figure his death might be near. How did you take his heart in your hands? How did you heal his arterial strands? How do i thank you for...

He had open heart surgery three weeks ago yesterday...it was touch and go for a bit...on the vent for over twenty four hours...then in cardio ICU for two days, trying to stablize his blood pressure...but he was finally moved to step down...and a week after his surgery he was discharged.... He...

Will undergo double bi pass surgery next wednesday morning....i'm scared...

So i'm returning to the tmf and will post occasionally...i decided to blog my return rather than start a thread...i'm not here for any attention...i'm mostly here to visit my first tmf love, which are the stories...so that's where i'll probably post the most...

i've had guys tell me they get an erection, just from viewing my face..wow that's pretty sexy...

so i started smoking again this last winter...after quitting for two years...ah...izzy is a failure..:sowrong:

"If he dies, i'll follow soon my light gone, no longer noon If he dies, why should i stay? Only he cared if i was okay. My rock, my touchstone, my reason for living if he goes, i can't go on singing. my heart, my soul, he is what is me and death shall not part us, i truly believe."...

Have fun while you can..life is super short..i hear complaints about people being silly and whatnot..well let me tell you why i deserve to be silly and to have fun...and this is not a brag blog by any means.. I lost my first baby in the late summer of 84..after lying in bed all summer in...