Blog entries by Mz Chaos

I had been having a peculiar problem lately. Every time I stretched an arm, leg, torso... I would get these god-awful cramps. I'd get them in my legs (front and back), my torso, my feet and arms. Sometimes two at a time. It was awful. Remembering a trick I learned in Marching Band, I...

I had a birthday last month. I am another year older. Each trip around the sun takes me further and further away form youth. I am now at that age when I am too old to be young and too young to be old. On a place such as this... that constitues the death of tickling. Or at the very...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=io1WSolwlcw Winter is over, the days are getting longer, the sun is actually making feeble attempts to stay visible for longer and longer periods... yet... I just can't seem to shake this damned depression. It has never persisted to this degree for this long...

Well... it's happened. I figured that it would eventually, but I was hoping that time would never come and certainly didn't want it to happen like this. Over a year ago I went into personal and financial crisis and was off of my MySpace for the duration. I finally emerged only to realize...

The nights get lonely, The days are empty, The hours slip slowly, While he rolls away. She pleads longingly, Her words heard carelessly, Her heart breaks thoroughly, While he turns away. She cries silently, Her tears slip endlessly, Her sobs echo quietly, While he moves away...

I'm not sure if it's leftover cabin fever from winter or what... but good god... I'm not sure life can get any more boring. I know what I need... I need a "let's-go-do-something-buddy." I have a roommate but unfortunately he has a very narrow spectrum about what he likes to do and what he...

Lately I have been wanting to create my own bag of tricks. Not that I have had a plethora of Lers, but from those I have met, I feel I have been on the receiving end long enough to know what equipment and "toys" I like better than others. So what better for a Lee than to assemble a bag of...

Sooo... It's Wednesday the 31st of March and my daughter's baby has a WIC appointment. After the appointment, my daughter is supposed to come back to the new place to see what we have done with it and for a long overdue visit. Her boyfriend, is going to be working a 12 hr shift so this'll...

Even though my life is far from dull mentally, in fact, mentally, my life is busy, but physically it has gotten quite boring. I find myself in a rut that I haven't visited in a long time. There was a bit there during the recent move where I got to do a little spackling, sanding, painting...

I owe a huge apology to a lot of folks on my sudden and extended withdrawal from society. As some folks know, I am Bipolar (along with a few other wonderful and disruptive disorders that contribute their idiosyncrasies to my daily existance). Through years therapy and conditioning I have...