hey everyone, due to some very personal and bad experiences recently, i wont be logging in here much anymore. as much as i love you all and my fetish for this im needing some time to myself and slowly realizing that due to all the bad shit that happened im no longer as ticklish as i used to be. i guess im kinda shutting down for the time being. if you wanna talk to me, the best way will be via my sis, EmoGirlie. hopefully ill return sometime, but for now i need som 'me' time. hope you all understand.