Hi there- I am also F around your area! I'm in a similar boat as you. If you need anyone to talk to about anything tickling or not I'm just a message away ^.^ stay safe!
It definitely has to do with what you mentioned- we as women are taught to keep our own kinky/sexual desires on the down low because otherwise we are seen as promiscuous. That and safety concerns, and unwanted attention...
I haven't but I've talked with my partner about double teaming someone some day...have yet to find a participant but I think it'd be a lot of fun! She doesn't have the fetish but thinks it's fun to tickle people and we are adventurous in that way
I'm going through a similar situation myself as I explore my sexuality...
I've found with men I've always only been comfortable as a ler, but as I've started sessioning with women I've found myself becoming more and more of a switch for them. It's been an interesting journey to say the least
I second finding a domme. A real professional will make sure everything is comfortable for you and not so scary. Plus they will most likely be experienced in tickling.
Depends on my "mood" if you know what I mean 🤣
But if I'm in the mood to sit down and truly appreciate something in a literary sense while also enjoying the subject matter then I appreciate the long ones.
I was just discussing this with someone on reddit 😂
For me it was randomly googling tickle torture on YouTube and a ticklishgirls video popped up. Never went back and learned some things about myself that day. I found myself wanting to be in both positions, Lee and ler, and realized there was...
Ah, every tickle cuck needs a tickle bull! 😂 It seems like this fantasy or other variations of it are making an appearance here in the forum. I could see where it would be appealing.
For me a lot of the thrill of tickling is seeing the squirm and struggle so I'm with you on that one. Plus too much restraint can get very uncomfortable very easily.