am i not ticklish enough? (kind of hardcore post you've been warned)

[razor25]

Hey guys, im totally new here and i have pretty intense fantasies when it comes to my sexuality.
Tickling is one of those.

so my fantasy is pretty much being tied down and having a really really uncomfortable feeling of being tickled without any escape until it becomes torture. That part when i really can't bare anymore is when my fantasy starts. i want to be in a desperate state of being tickled because its a very intense feeling of helplessness, which is what is really exciting to me. (ive already done other bdsm related "games" that are comparable to this one)

so i went to a dominatrix, she was pretty hot and she tied me down really good. she said things like "are you sure you can take this? and it took quite a bit to get her to do it. I was scared to death and my heart was pumping in adrenaline. I originally also wanted to do breathplay, but decided to focus on tickling instead. she started tickling my armpits and i felt.... nothing. not only that but the girl turned out to be pretty soft actually.... when i started showing a reaction she stopped. (but i know there was no way with the way she was doing it that i crack anyway) instantly my excitement went down quite a bit and no mantter how hard she dugg her nails into my rips or my feet all i felt at most was a slight uncomfortable feeling and i barely. maybe like 5% of the feeling i was anticipating.

so the reason why i write this is cause i wanted to know if there is a way to make me feel that way. I wonder if using feathers would work. because for instance if i tickle my gum with my tounge the feeling is actually quite nasty like a really strong itch i cant scratch, which is sort of the feeling im looking for. i also kinda feel it when i gently stroke my hands.

I noticed that if i use tissue and tickle my nose the feeling might be intense enough, but thats difficult to do because of sneezing. I have a meeting with another women in about 10 days or so and she is pretty hardcore and will probably execute it. (or me 😉

but she has no idea what shes doing, she never tickled anybody shes just really harsh in general. so my question is, how can i get that feeling, are goose feathers the best? how can i test it myself? is it even possible to test?
if i'd tickle myself with a goosefeather, would it have the same effect as somebody else tickling me? thank you guys for reading.

Edit: seems like im just not sensetive to whats scientifically called "gargalesis" which is the strong, "digging" kind of tickeling. What im looking for seems to be what is called "knismesis" which is the form of tickeling that gets focused onto the sensetive parts of the body with light touching or stroking. It is very closely related to an itching sensation and causes the same kind of discomfort.

so any tips on providing the most gruesome method of knismesis? Thank you very much.

 

[robmic]

Yeah, it sounds like you need to be tickled by someone who has been tickling for a long time and has at least a reasonable knowledge of what they're doing. At least that way, you'd have a fighting chance to experience what you're looking for. But, everyone's different when it comes to being tickled. You just might not be as ticklish as you want to be!

 

[Cosmo_ac]

I recently got to try some serious tickling experiences myself, going to a domme. Since I hadn't been seriously tickled before, I decided to bring some tools with me to let her try them. Basically this was going to be a T-place mapping mission.

I learned that I'm not anywhere near as ticklish as I had hoped I would be. I also learned that light tickling seems to work better on me. Now, obviously, you want to experience good old fashioned tickle torture. This can be achieved with a lighter touch as well, the trick is the tickler has to keep it up and just keep tickling, as I found that once she got me good and laughing, so long as she kept up the tickling, I couldn't stop laughing.

Another thing can be state of mind, both of you and the tickler. You need a tickler who is comfortable with you, and vice versa. You'll feel more relaxed, and likely be more responsive to their touch.

 

[WheresThe Clip?]

The first thing is it is very hard to walk in off the street to a total stranger and have your body react in a ticklish way.

Secondly I believe some people have to be mentally tickled first, and that means a certain level of embarrassment, absurdity, adversiveness or inappropriateness for that to happen, which is not the case if you are calling the shots.

Thirdly some people are rubbish ticklers. Very telling that you say "as soon as you showed a reaction she stopped".

 

[moose]

sounds like you need a professional