In a week or so, I have another routine follow-up with a Dr. that, during initial consult, asked me if I was ticklish. He’s being careful not to cause any giggles, and, to my disappointment, has been successful thus far in the 2.5 years I’ve had appointments with him. I honestly wish he’d make me laugh, but that’s going to make for a longer conversation I may not have time for. If he thinks it’s inappropriate anyway, that’s obviously a decision I’m going to respect. I’m trying to find the courage to simply ask him why he even asked me if I was ticklish in the first place; the last time a Dr. asked me that, I was 14 years old! Even that’s a tough question for me to ask without feeling embarrassed. Maybe he had a bad experience with a patient, which may be an interesting story in itself. Guess we’ll see how nervous I get the day of the appointment; I feel like I shouldn’t get so worked up, but I do. I have a long way to go in feeling comfortable with this fetish, I guess.