Any similar experiences growing up

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So im pretty new to the TMF activity wise and to tickling sort of. Since I was a kid I've had this fetish and would tickle my mom's and aunts feet (only have a fetish for tickling girls), as I got older I stopped but started watching videos and that's basically how I kept up with it. Its weird though cause I dont know if all the porn I watched fucked up my brain but like im a straight male and dont think pussies are appealing or sexy. Like is that normal for most of you. I think all the usual other parts are attractive of course like ass, boobs, feet of courses but the pussy not at all and actually think it looks a little weird, like obviously if my significant other wants me too I would, but its not something id initiate. Im also pretty young so never had sex, maybe once I do it'll change, but not gonna happen for a while cause it wont be me initiating it. What i am dying to do is a tickle session, but that will also probably be a little while cause im not actively pursuing anyone cause im always busy. Also is it weird that when I have been in talking stages I've never really fantasized about tickling them, like im more into the romantic aspect of it, kissing, cuddling, dates, etc. Obviously sometimes I do but I try and refrain myself from it and think to myself "dont imagine them like that," is that anyone else. Also on a side note despite never having an actual tickling session, I think id be a pretty good ler, much better than some of you, like some of yall in the videos I watch seem like yall dont even like tickling feet. I've watched a lot of videos so basically have learned all the techniques and stuff. Yall pray for the first girl I have a tickling session with cause ima be walking in with years of video watching experience.