Breaking out of tickling fetish

[ike4]

I am normally only sexually aroused or able to perform sexually by tickling. But the truth is I hate tickling even though it is the only thing Im aroused by. It is so unpleasant that I must be restrained to receive it. It comes on me like an obsession making me feel cold and sick, and afterwards i feel dirty and violated. I have managed normal sex to orgasm 5 times recently and it felt so intimate and right, and it is getting slightly easier each time but is still hard. I personally feel like a man who can only breethe farts, who hates the stench but suffocates without it but is trying to learn to breethe fresh air (a nasty metaphore but captions how I feel). Does anyone feel the same? And does anyone have any advice? I have tried to come to terms with it but it is getting me down.

 

[anderson1129]

So are you only aroused by getting tickled? Do you get aroused by tickling others as well?

 

[ike4]

Im am both lee and ler but my wife is only ler and not lee and she hates being tickled.

 

[robmic]

It sounds like you are comparing your feelings towards tickling with something dirty that you don't like. You may have been tickled by someone you're not attracted to, or have had a bad experience in the past that has tainted your feelings about it. If tickling turns you on, there is something in it that intrigues you. I'll bet if you looked hard in your past, or even when you get tickled in the present, you might just find something that gives you the negative feelings. If you can overcome this, you might have a lot of fun with it!

 

[Rusty Shackleford]

Just imagine if you were into vore, and then enjoy the relief washing over you that you're just into being tickled.

 

[ike4]

At the time I do enjoy being tickled, but only part of me. It is an intensly sexual pleasure and i go into a type of tickle "subspace" at the time. While the non-sexual parts of my mind are being tortured the sexual parts of my mind wants more and the moment i orgasm that sexual part disapears leaving me feeling violated. I love my wife and do feel intimate with her after she tickles me, but i also feel violated a little bit. As far as I see it this is not psycologically healthy. My wife is not dependent on tickling the way I am so breaking out is not a problem for our relationship. The problem is that I am having so much trouble escaping my fetish. While tickling is exciting and kinky and normal sex is relatively boring, i would prefer boring any day if i could just be free of this sexual adiction that has enslaved me my whole life. I dont want fun and excitement and happiness