Consumed by a... Story?!

[mch5]

This might be the most weird and intimate confession you'll ever read... at least, by me.
It is a very unusual situation which I found myself in. especially since I am a very analytical person, constantly living in a self diagnostic loop.

Having a severe disability, limits my ability to do... Anything, was never an easy thing. Add to that I have a very sexual mind, And a tickling fetish, and you get a very "interesting" definition of "hell". So I'm always on my toes, in a matter of speaking.
So, few days ago I had an idea for a new tickling story. It wouldn't be my first. But while writing it, something very weird happened: I was overwhelmed by it, That fictional story my mind created. I couldn't stopped thinking about it, every detail, character and reaction. I was immersed in doing "Research" for names, technical words, biology, watching clips trying to "extrapolate" how the characters respond, how will the lee's laugh sounds like and more and more details. I was obsessed! And as more I thought about it, the more I got sexually aroused by it. I couldn't do anything without it running in my mind! I felt like a zombie, a robot, as if I am hypnotized by something I can't stop!

Yesterday I took a step back. I closed the file and I try to avoid it at all costs. A part of me is even quite frightened by it. I feel that i'll come back to it, it will be so Good... and at the same, totally DISASTROUS!

It's like that Monty Python's Killing Joke 🙂
But it's not funny, isn't it ?

Your thoughts ?

 

[The Internet]

First off, that's one of my favorite Monty Pyton bits....just you referencing it made me smile! So thanks for that! 🙂


Second, I know EXACTLY what you mean. I've been writing a bunch of fiction over the last few months and I definitely have the same exact phenomena.

And THAT'S when I know the story is good. 😉

I wouldn't feel negative about it in any way. You created it, you're an artist, you created these characters and you can fall in love or lust with them.

I also write outside of the Forum. And one of the things I used to write, in college, was plays.

EVERY TIME I created a female character.......she got tickled. lol.

Anyways......enjoy yourself! I sure hope that you don't feel NEGATIVE about it, you should feel proud! You should look upon your work and pronounce it good! Or in this case......hot! 😉

(Keep writing, Mch5!!!!!!)

 

[tklee88]

I think this is normal. I am the same way. I write lots of fantasies in my head, and they’ll consume me for days. If I have one going it’ll be night after night I lay in bed and play it through my head from start to finish. I think about it all day and can’t wait until I get in bed to start thinking about it.

My latest was so good I honestly thought about writing it as a fiction piece. The premise is Rob Thomas (don’t ask lol) sees me at a show, pulls my husband aside and pays him $10,000 to take me for the evening. I have no idea why this is happening but I just go along with it. Anyways, it’s fun, hot, and harmless. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with what you are doing. Enjoy yourself 🙂.

 

[Zeezil]

Yes, completely, mch5! I wrote the first tickling stories of my life only in the last year (and I've been on here almost since its inception) and it was honestly one of the most mind-consuming things I've ever experienced. I had spent so much time (still do?) looking for "the perfect story" (I did find a true one pretty close right here) which for me is some combination of accidental tickling, massages, medical situations, and eventual eroticism, and one day I decided to say the hell with it and write some of these ideas down in story form myself. I started to really get into the characters and they became real in my mind, almost like a movie. And the fact that I eventually made them do THE things that were so intensely erotic to me, I gotta tell you, if you haven't written your own story yet people, DO IT! The only way to create that absolute perfect scenario in your mind is write it yourself. I think I tapped an entirely new area of my aging brain in that process, and it was, in a word, awesome.

 

[mch5]

Thank you, everyone !

 

[SmashTV]

I hear you, bud; I’ve got a story on here of my first tickling experience that I wrote some years ago now. However, I still go back and edit it even though it doesn’t really need it. I just tinker with sentences, structure, descriptions etc. I don’t need to change it but in doing so it’s become a labour of love for me.

Cheers, everybody,
SmashTV