Feeling like i'm lost.

[Frost King]

I usally don't like to talk about my personal feelings with anyone except my close friends but i figured i should let some of my feelings out for the last few months i have been feeling lost and confused and not sure where i'm going and i have been dealing with alot of stressful things and it seems to have no end. i feel like a lost discarded sad soul wandering around alone and its been really doing a number on me my life really has no meaning and i'm so used to feeling sorrow and sadness that i have forgotten what it feels like to be happy i feel like i'm dead inside i just don't know why i'm forced to wander around in pain in sorrow and i have lost hope a long time ago and have realized that i wasn't ment to be happy i don't know what else to say its just so much to deal with that i'm about to just fall apart i don't have a will to live anymore or self respect and worst of all i feel so alone because i am i turn around and there's no one there i have never felt so alone the one time i started thinking i am alone there's no one for me to turn to. but i guess thats all i can talk about for now.:cry

 

[PurpleStyle]

No offense but it sounds like you need some actual help. Talk to somebody, get some meds. If you're looking for magical words of wisdom that will automatically make you feel better, I think you're looking in the wrong place. I could try to share why I'm happy, but part of it has to do with being chemically balanced, and having a positive outlook on life. Part of it has to do with fortuitous circumstances, which don't always exist. Realize that you probably have better circumstances than many other people, and be thankful.

 

[Frost King]

Yeah your right thanks purple.

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

I do agree with Purple,and I have told you that I think you have Depression.I know you are probably going through a lot that contributes to why you feel the way you do,but at the same time Depression can make things seem so much worse.Know that you are not alone in this and that there are millions of Americans who share the same problem.I hope you feel better soon,Arson.

 

[HOLLYWOOD]

the hollywood brother k nows a little about just drifting and being lost. what you need to do is to survive. right now you are i nthe clutches of evil and it is bringin you down, but you have to outlast it. things tend to happen in cycles in the sense that there are good times and bad. A good point of this is if you listen to the lyrics of the song "ALL MY LIFE IS A CIRCLE" by harry chapin. It talks about good points and bad points but the bottom line because the hollywood brother say so is to ride it out until the day gets brighter. it might be hard to even phatom but there just might come a day when you smile again and when you enjoy something. So just listen to the hollywood brother and survive by just keep movng on until you hit a sunny day or a great ticklish day

 

[Frost King]

Thanks everyone it is good to know i'm not alone i just hate that alone feeling.

 

[kopfhorer1]

...i just hate that alone feeling.

Been there. Done that. Got the original soundtrack album. (virtual hug).

 

[Slaver123]

Depression can "attack" you sometimes. It's like your body takes an emotion and cranks it up to "eleven" ie maximum sadness, anger, or even fear that it's physically possible to feel.

You may have clinical depression which is treatable by meds and counselling. There's also some very helpful articles online (if you wade thru the ads and psycho-babble)

I know what it's like to feel dead inside, to be dreadfully alone, to have no meaning to my life, to lose all self-respect....these are all-too-familiar to me this past decade. Don't judge yourself harshly, and don't think the Cosmos is against you; you think you're "not meant to be happy"? Not meant...by whom? So there's some supernatural intelligence who wants you to be miserable and even suicidal? I used to be convinced of this, but not any more- it's a poisonous way of thinking.

 

[dag]

Speaking as someone who was diagnosed with severe clinical depression many years ago, I know where you are coming from. I used to think that everybody felt the same way I did.. so I didn't realize that there was something wrong with me. Unfortunately the only time that you realize you need help is when you are at your lowest, and figure "what's the use". But it CAN be treated... make an appointment and see a health care professional, even if you have to MAKE yourself do it. It may take them a little time to get the right medication/dosage for you, but stick with it... it has made a WORLD of difference for me. The feelings never totally go away, but they DO become MUCH easier to deal with. If there is anything that I can do to help, please don't hesitate to leave me a message. I hope everything works out!! By the way... isn't it ironic that some people with depression are into tickling?? I always thought of happy, playful things when I used to think about tickling... never dreamed that I would have depression one day.

 

[Frost King]

Speaking as someone who was diagnosed with severe clinical depression many years ago, I know where you are coming from. I used to think that everybody felt the same way I did.. so I didn't realize that there was something wrong with me. Unfortunately the only time that you realize you need help is when you are at your lowest, and figure "what's the use". But it CAN be treated... make an appointment and see a health care professional, even if you have to MAKE yourself do it. It may take them a little time to get the right medication/dosage for you, but stick with it... it has made a WORLD of difference for me. The feelings never totally go away, but they DO become MUCH easier to deal with. If there is anything that I can do to help, please don't hesitate to leave me a message. I hope everything works out!! By the way... isn't it ironic that some people with depression are into tickling?? I always thought of happy, playful things when I used to think about tickling... never dreamed that I would have depression one day.

Thanks! yeah its seems like music and tickling actually make me feel better but it is good to know that i'm not the only one that feels like this because i really felt alone like only i felt like this and thanks to everyone for the advice it means alot that you guys care.