DebonairDavid
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This takes place back during my sophomore year of high school, where though this senior guy I was somewhat friends with, I met this other young woman who was a senior. After getting to know her better through Facebook, I realized not only was she beautiful, but also intelligent and mature for her age because of a lot of issues she had growing up, which is why she also struggled with depression for so many years. To be honest, I found her attractive because her beauty, intelligence, and maturity, but one thing that was a major turn-off for me was her being a heavy smoker because she did so as a form of stress relief. While trying to support her through her depression, one of the things I mentioned she should do is things that make her laugh, and even mentioned tickling. To my surprise (and excitement to an extent), she actually said in response "I'm very ticklish anyway, so it will be easy". If I wasn't a control freak at the time (which is what scared her away), I used to think us having tickle sessions could've led to her quitting smoking because of the release she would've gotten from that. It would've also helped me release all of the pent up sexual energy I had because of hormones. On top of that, I'm sure the release could've led to her developing our fetish as well. To return the favor, I had a lot of issues at home, in school, and in forming and maintaining relationships, which created a lot of self-esteem issues for me. If I had mentioned them to her and said I wanted to overcome them, she could've pointed me in the right direction. Maybe one way would've been helping me get better at filling out job applications and interviewing, which could've lead to me getting a job at a pizza joint or whatever and working my ass off in order to make something of myself. Maybe her helping me work on myself could've led to use dating one day, but that thought died a long time ago. Thankfully, I don't dwell on her anymore because her and I haven't talked in almost 15 years now.
