I don't know what my mood is.....

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

I don't know what my mood is at the moment but I have slept for an entire day and I still have no energy,I'm being very sarcastic and I don't feel like doing anything.

Anyway maybe you guys are in a weird mood that the mood describer thingy doesn't have the word for and you can describe it down here if you want.Maybe you are feeling to lazy right now.

 

[sadi]

Hmm... I think someone's very lethargic at the moment (you can choose another word if you think that one doesn't describe your mood aptly). I don't know what it is, but when people oversleep, it seems to make them feel even more tired. I 'unno, but it just--does. :huh

I guess I'm feeling kind of... *thinking* conflicted. I still have likely 20-or-something books I need (/want, really really really bad) to read, and draw everything that's flashing across my brain, and write all these different stories that I'm getting ideas for, bombarding my brain frequently.
But I don't really seem to be able to do any of them too much. One of the many joys of frontal-lobe injury *sigh* - SO NOT AT ALL!! It royally and gloriously STINKS!!!!!!!! 😛issed 😛issed 😛issed 😛issed :cry :cry :cry :cry
- BUT, I've started plugging away at all those books, so that's progress, right? :huh :happy:

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

I would say that is artistic.You should write all your ideas down.Yes,that is progress lol

 

[sadi]

When I have enough initiative, I do. (It's hard to explain. Oversimplifying it, and putting it in extreme laymen's terms; 'I'm lazy, but I have a doctor's note.')
I'm a movie person, so now I have images of the Joker when he was wearing a nurse's outfit. 'I just- do.' Except, I don't. :blush
But yes, I guess so. Think I've written down all my story ideas already, and I can't really visually describe the visual images that are flashing across my mind with mere words. I'd have to draw it, in essence. Only way for it to work. 😛

But thanks. Checked, and ... nope, lethargic isn't a mood option. But trust me when I say I empathize with what you're feeling; I do understand.
Sucks, doesn't it? Feeling like crap and not seeming to have enough energy to change your crappiness feeling?

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

Oh you are not kidding.I have felt like this for years though and if I try and exercise I just feel worse.Then,the actual anxiety when I go outside compounds the problem and I am in such a bad mood I actually made my first rant on here and not in the nicest possible way.I should probably take it down but what I said was true.We NEED to focus on present problems in the globe not past.

 

[kopfhorer1]

I don't know what my mood is at the moment but I have slept for an entire day and I still have no energy,I'm being very sarcastic and I don't feel like doing anything.

I'm not a doctor, but what you've described sounds like classic symptoms of clinical depression. Depression can often be born of repressed anger (the sarcasm seems to be a tip-off). Hopefully it'll pass soon.

 

[mikepd]

I don't know what my mood is at the moment but I have slept for an entire day and I still have no energy,I'm being very sarcastic and I don't feel like doing anything.

Anyway maybe you guys are in a weird mood that the mood describer thingy doesn't have the word for and you can describe it down here if you want.Maybe you are feeling to lazy right now.

I thought I was the only one. Do you sleep to escape your problems in life? I do. I slept for 15 hrs yesterday.Do you avoid social interaction, cuz you fear you may say something dumb? I do. You are not alone QBBM . I wish I had a real comp. not just using my ps3 for internet. I would like to talk to you,but my ps3 is incapable of PM.

 

[PurpleStyle]

This may help you.


Seriousness aside, it seems as though you have anxiety problems, and you're clearly telling the wrong people. Don't waste your time talking to people here, none of us are actually qualified to help you. You should try to see a psychotherapist.

 

[chicag0]

Early onset of menopause most likely.

 

[Slaver123]

Lethargy, fatigue... (long winded post)

Oh you are not kidding.I have felt like this for years though and if I try and exercise I just feel worse..

Sounds like what I have- Delayed Food Allergies/sensitivities. I got chronic fatigue in 1999, and exercise did almost nothing. Struggled for 4 years till A Dr determined I'm allergic to all sorts of foods (cheese, corn syrup, apples) but not the kind of allergy where you break out in hives, I just get real exhausted regardless of sleep or exercise.

This fatigue condition has been the center of my whole life for ten years, and I've made enormous strides against it.

Sadistictcklr you have a frontal lobe injury? I got a bad concussion in 97 which probably contributed to fatigue, and I know first-hand the kind of depression and lethargy it can cause. I was in a fog for almost 5 years after the concussion, mis-spelling my own name etc

You SHOULD go to Dr, a DO is better than an MD- but it's also enormously helpful to talk to people online for support.

I was suicidal from the fatigue (it was painful and there was nothing I could do to fight it for 4 years) Now I stamp it into the ground with every step, with every pedal of my bike.
It is THE HATED ENEMY to me, and that hatred enabled me to fight it- once I found out what was really wrong. Exercise is a huge part of it, and the pain when I slack for a few days keeps me exercising.

 

[Slaver123]

This may help you.


Seriousness aside, it seems as though you have anxiety problems, and you're clearly telling the wrong people. Don't waste your time talking to people here, none of us are actually qualified to help you. You should try to see a psychotherapist.

I saw several useless MDs who said "it's just depression" True, a positive attitude is a weapon against it, but this had real physical causes that these mediocre MDs weren't willing to try and diagnose.

You NEED a support structure with depression or any disease- it helps to talk to people with similar problems.

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

Oh boy.Well I did stop taking my medicine.I hate the damn pills it's just a pain to sit there and try and swallow them on top of not feeling any effect.I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and depression but I don't believe the depression thing because I don't feel sad.Definitely angry but not depressed.

Annie lol I am 19 I should not be getting menopause lol.Nice one though.

 

[Slaver123]

I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and depression but I don't believe the depression thing because I don't feel sad.Definitely angry but not depressed.

Annie lol I am 19 I should not be getting menopause lol.Nice one though.

DON'T listen to anyone who says "you're Only 19? Then you can't have any real problems to be depressed about...blah blah blah...."
Don't let anyone ever make light of your problems, or tell you your problems are small cause theirs are "bigger"-

Fatigue Update; I was invited to go to a bar with friends after work, to see a live band. Only a block from work, too, but I WAS TOO TIRED!

This is the story of my life for the past 8+ years; I'll NEVER meet a real-live soulmate if I never go out. I almost never go out cause I'm utterly spent after work, each and every day. (And this is AFTER vast improvements from exercise and diet)
I'm almost 40 and time is running short for me to ever start a family- this fatigue has literally STOLEN years of my life!

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

DON'T listen to anyone who says "you're Only 19? Then you can't have any real problems to be depressed about...blah blah blah...."
Don't let anyone ever make light of your problems, or tell you your problems are small cause theirs are "bigger"-

Fatigue Update; I was invited to go to a bar with friends after work, to see a live band. Only a block from work, too, but I WAS TOO TIRED!

This is the story of my life for the past 8+ years; I'll NEVER meet a real-live soulmate if I never go out. I almost never go out cause I'm utterly spent after work, each and every day. (And this is AFTER vast improvements from exercise and diet)
I'm almost 40 and time is running short for me to ever start a family- this fatigue has literally STOLEN years of my life!

Sure sounds like Chronic Fatigue Syndrome to me.Unfortunately there is no cure for it and they do not have very much information due to lack of understanding of this illness.It is recommended that you eat well and exercise to help keep it under control you can also apply for disability with it.

 

[Slaver123]

Know what makes it worse? It's a disease without respect. No "catchy" name, like Diabetes or Aids or the big C- people can't "see" it so they don't believe you have it. Just like my Ex's back injury, her parents STILL think she's faking it after 12 years- (sure, she hobbles around with a cane just for fun!)

People think you can just "wish it away" I wish I could inflict this on EVERY ONE of these cretins for just a year, to see how many of them don't commit suicide from it...

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

I hear it is dreadful

 

[Frost King]

Yeah i often feel like something that there is no mood described on here like right now i feel angry and depressed so i don't know what mood that falls under

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

Depression.Depressed people often become angry

 

[melanie2]

You can become depressed at any age...and Marie i would advise seeking help, especially if this mood doesn't change within another week..trust me on this one...i've been there..and so has my mom..

I cannot imagine you sarcastic though...

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

eh,I get in bad moods every once in awhile.They were not highly sarcastic comments just me talking to my Mom when she got annoying to me.We are trying to find someone who can diagnose and fix the issue but I don't want to just talk to someone who just wants our money.I know how to tell who those people are and they are rarely any help at all.

 

[melanie2]

If you are on any type of anti depression or anti anxiety medication, you cannot quit it...you will have drastic side effects..you must withdraw from these meds slowly and with a doctor's help..i wanted off paxil, but you can't just quit i found out...besides my doctor won't let me...said he wants me happy...damn..

 

[chicag0]

It's all depending on the type of antidepressant and the dosage. I was on 10mg of prozac a day for a year, but that's less than the smallest dose they normally prescribe, and they don't make anything smaller so when I was done with it, I just stopped taking it. It has a built in half-life anyway.

Though, that's hardly the case with most antidepressants. You have to kind of ween yourself off of them.

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

I just hate swallowing pills.I am done with all that.I know about the whole you have to be weened off,you have to take it everyday or it won't work.They all say the same thing.I have heard it all so many times.I have been to so many therapists and doctors and I am so tired of it.I know something isn't right that I have all this anxiety but you really just get tired of hearing the same thing and it never really helping or not completely helping.

 

[melanie2]

Marie...some meds come in liquid form...i used to not be able to swallow pills..had a phobia after i almost choked on one..and for years i would have to ask for liquid medications..Marie if you just quit taking whatever it was you were on..that could be why you are feeling the way you are...you should google the medications you are on, and see the side effects of quitting..

 

[QueenBeeBeeMari]

okay,I will Google that.