thank you.
thank you, thank you, thank you.
this message is for everyone who subscribes and contributes to the TMF. i've never felt so at home...so normal...as i do when i come here 🙂 this is a message which i know has also been said by many members before me, but i just really wanted to express my gratitude to the current members of this site, espicially those who helped in the creation of it.
like many of the people here, i've had a tickling obsession for as long back as i can remember...i can even remember children's books which facinated me when i was little. but all my life i've felt...well, weird. this obsession isn't something that is promoted in movies and certianilly isn't a sterotypical fetish. there are no "tickling fetish" nights at the local clubs in my area- as far as i knew, i was the only one in the world with this strange facination. i couldn't even say the word "tickle" without clamming up. i wouldn't look it up on the internet, since i lived with my parents, and god forbid they look in the 'internet history' folder or walk in while im searching something. i went through what some have called "the purge" where i destroyed the few tickling items, stories and pics i had. i even kept this huge secret from my boyfriend for 3 years, and he knows EVERYTHING about me! i know this is something that most people here have gone through or can relate to.
finally, only a few months ago, i broke the news to him. it took me over two hours to finally say it, and when i did, i had tears in my eyes. i thought he would reject me- that his view of my would change. but it didn't, not even in the slightest. it barely even suprised him! he's not into it, but the way he sees it, im one of the lucky few who has something so common which turns me on.
that's when i 'grew some balls' and subscribed to this site 🙂 and this is why im saying thank you. everyone here is in the same boat as i am, and for the first time in my entire life, i feel normal about this obsession. i've had conversations with many members, all who have made me feel more than welcome. even reading past posts for members ive never talked to has helped me to relax and feel at home. so thank you all sooooooo much- just for being here 🙂 this site had been, personally, a real 'life changer' (well, maybe not that drastic, but pretty damn close!!). contrary to what i have beleived for YEARS, i AM normal, and this IS normal. (such a releif!) there are many different variations of what each person likes, but that only makes things more interesting 🙂 i know how sappy this post sounds, but it's something that i really wanted to say.
again, thank you all so much 🙂
luv always;
clair 😉
thank you, thank you, thank you.
this message is for everyone who subscribes and contributes to the TMF. i've never felt so at home...so normal...as i do when i come here 🙂 this is a message which i know has also been said by many members before me, but i just really wanted to express my gratitude to the current members of this site, espicially those who helped in the creation of it.
like many of the people here, i've had a tickling obsession for as long back as i can remember...i can even remember children's books which facinated me when i was little. but all my life i've felt...well, weird. this obsession isn't something that is promoted in movies and certianilly isn't a sterotypical fetish. there are no "tickling fetish" nights at the local clubs in my area- as far as i knew, i was the only one in the world with this strange facination. i couldn't even say the word "tickle" without clamming up. i wouldn't look it up on the internet, since i lived with my parents, and god forbid they look in the 'internet history' folder or walk in while im searching something. i went through what some have called "the purge" where i destroyed the few tickling items, stories and pics i had. i even kept this huge secret from my boyfriend for 3 years, and he knows EVERYTHING about me! i know this is something that most people here have gone through or can relate to.
finally, only a few months ago, i broke the news to him. it took me over two hours to finally say it, and when i did, i had tears in my eyes. i thought he would reject me- that his view of my would change. but it didn't, not even in the slightest. it barely even suprised him! he's not into it, but the way he sees it, im one of the lucky few who has something so common which turns me on.
that's when i 'grew some balls' and subscribed to this site 🙂 and this is why im saying thank you. everyone here is in the same boat as i am, and for the first time in my entire life, i feel normal about this obsession. i've had conversations with many members, all who have made me feel more than welcome. even reading past posts for members ive never talked to has helped me to relax and feel at home. so thank you all sooooooo much- just for being here 🙂 this site had been, personally, a real 'life changer' (well, maybe not that drastic, but pretty damn close!!). contrary to what i have beleived for YEARS, i AM normal, and this IS normal. (such a releif!) there are many different variations of what each person likes, but that only makes things more interesting 🙂 i know how sappy this post sounds, but it's something that i really wanted to say.
again, thank you all so much 🙂
luv always;
clair 😉