Camel26
2nd Level Yellow Feather
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- Nov 26, 2003
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With my 1,000th post, I'd like to take the time to thank everyone here for being a part of this growing, loving community. It's the folks here who have helped me to realize that I have nothing to be ashamed of...and nothing to fear but a really good set of restraints!!! 😛
So thanks, everyone...for everything...
To those who have wondered or cared where I've been, on top of personal drama and attempting to rent a house (we are getting a freaking SWEET house!!!), I've been lurking in the shadows for a while, because either a) there wasn't anything for me to post about or respond to, or, and this is the main reason, b) I haven't felt comfortable posting for a while. In the course of the past month or two, I've been verbally assaulted by members of my own community for being who I am. I've always been the same old Camel, here to make friends and maybe learn something about life and myself. But the second I decided to post about a few things that might let people under the surface of who I am, I got a lot of discrimination, which was handled properly by those who have the power to do so. Regardless, these verbal attacks were unnecessary, and pretty much made me not want to be here. So I have been keeping myself away, so I don't get hurt. It would be one thing if it were some shmuck on the street giving me crap for being gay, or for the myriad of things I've been hurt over around here. But to have members of my own community give me crap for POSTING AT ALL...that was the last straw. So I'll be around...but until I know that this place is back to normal, I'll probably continue to lurk. Kinda sad, really...a few bad apples have to go ruin things for the rest of us who are here for a pure purpose.
That being said, I still love the good folks here who make me smile whenever I peruse their thoughts on the boards...so thanks to you all for continuing to make me smile.
Hope everyone is staying warm!!!
Lotsa love,
Camel
So thanks, everyone...for everything...
To those who have wondered or cared where I've been, on top of personal drama and attempting to rent a house (we are getting a freaking SWEET house!!!), I've been lurking in the shadows for a while, because either a) there wasn't anything for me to post about or respond to, or, and this is the main reason, b) I haven't felt comfortable posting for a while. In the course of the past month or two, I've been verbally assaulted by members of my own community for being who I am. I've always been the same old Camel, here to make friends and maybe learn something about life and myself. But the second I decided to post about a few things that might let people under the surface of who I am, I got a lot of discrimination, which was handled properly by those who have the power to do so. Regardless, these verbal attacks were unnecessary, and pretty much made me not want to be here. So I have been keeping myself away, so I don't get hurt. It would be one thing if it were some shmuck on the street giving me crap for being gay, or for the myriad of things I've been hurt over around here. But to have members of my own community give me crap for POSTING AT ALL...that was the last straw. So I'll be around...but until I know that this place is back to normal, I'll probably continue to lurk. Kinda sad, really...a few bad apples have to go ruin things for the rest of us who are here for a pure purpose.
That being said, I still love the good folks here who make me smile whenever I peruse their thoughts on the boards...so thanks to you all for continuing to make me smile.
Hope everyone is staying warm!!!
Lotsa love,
Camel