My TPE Weekend Experience

[CapturedDoll]

TPE = TOTAL POWER EXCHANGE

I gave up all control to my Master and anyone who participated.



Its now Wednesday... and I still haven't cum...
(more on this later...)

So... my weekend of Tickle Hell began on Saturday at around 4pm. When I initially had this fantasy (Which can be found in my blog here.) I saw it happening a certain way. I fantasized I would be here in a side chat of our chat room... and I would be tied to a chair and forced to watch what people wrote 2 me while getting Tickle attacks from my Master.... I'm very glad now it didn't happen that way. And I'm going to show and tell you why....

** I won't name names unless they say something in this thread. I'm very curious as 2 what your experience was like. So rather than ask for your permission to include ur name... I would hate to think I was reveal your individual bag of tricks... and some of you may feel weird with me including your name. Idk. So.. If u want to include the extent of your what your overall experience was...I'd LOVE to hear it. Also... a lot of details have slipped away from me... so please don't be upset if I get these scenarios wrong or forget 2 include a scenario. I wanted 2 save all of these but that didn't happen. But maybe its for the best as there no way now 2 remember all of everyone's torture methods... 🙂 Though if you would like to include your scene (aspects.. or its entirety) I would love that 2. 🙂

As I was dressed, ready , and waiting... my first rp tickler arrived... I was SO nervous... but the person that entered is someone with whom I had briefly rp'd with in Main and have talked with frequently as a friend. So I became comfortable... BUT...have been putting off rping with him for months... for a more special time like this weekend. Build up is EVERYTHING sometimes.. and I have known for sometime all my teasing would "catch up with me"... and it did...SO I became very nervous as I realized he was finally going to get his hands on me... omg I smiled and giggled like crazy after the initial walk in as I wondered what he would do.

As I have learned this weekend.. some ticklers love to lull you into a false sense of security. He took me by the hand and laid me down on the bed. He tied me down into a spread eagle position and blindfolded me. He would give gentle, slow tickles for a while and then wildly tickle me everywhere. We rp'd for 2 hours. And it was a GREAT way for things to kick off. If I had 3 words to describe him I would call him a "sexy, bedroom, magician." 🙂 And... he fulfilled another one of my fantasies. He came in frequently just to watch.... So... not only did I have someone 2 talk about things with while waiting... I had a Man watching my torture in the shadows.... Soooo... hot...
As this scene came to a close another Man entered. As my magician was finishing with me I saw this next Ler say... "Take your time.... *looks straight into Dolls eyes* ... I'm gonna get you GOOD".

A fear washed over me like I have never experienced before. And as the magician took his seat... this Man put his hand under my chin and forced me to look straight into his eyes.. he said: "When I get through with you... ... your gonna remember my name." Holy fuck... the fear and excitement made my body just cream...

Now I sadly cannot remember the first half of this scene... but... the last half while still on the bed he forced me 2 beg over and over and over and over to be tickled and why I should be so honored to have him do this. He tickled me with his own long, dark hair... and made me worship his hair. And while hair has never been a tickling fetish of mine... the more I have thought about this since it happened... at first I didn't want to go through that scenario again... as awesome as it was. Now... I do. At least one more time because how he forced me to be controlled... His own Domination of the power he had over me has stayed with me... I don't know if m words to describe him are correct as per how I'm about how to describe his scene: But I thought throughout "Samson and Deliaha. There is a story In literature about a strong man who doesn't cut his hair... its what gives him his strength... his power. Please I hope someone will correct me about this if I am wrong. But I couldn't help but think of him as Samson and I very much look forward to another scene with him and talking 2 him. Fascinating!!

Here my memories are a little blurred as 2 what came next. Uh!! But... I will post this first post about my experience and keep writing. But I want to say something to each and every person that came in to torture me... and to the entire board. I feel SO LUCKY. SO FULFILLED. EVERYONE WAS SO RESPECTFUL. Not just of me and my Master (who was modding and doing other things being online leaving me 2 the wolves so to speak hehe...) But not just of us... but respectful of each other. For such an intense and sexually charged experience... with multiple people coming and going... (cumming and going? hehe) I saw a BROTHERHOOD. That is so rare... and I hope that if u take anything away from this experience its this: When people fight here... heated debates... remember... step back. Its not worth it. Because while there are some people every where we go that have a douche bag side... not everyone does. Because what I saw was the classiest of Men. The most caring, kind, giving, SHARING of Men. If any have wondered what a good hearted fraternity looks like.... if its out there... look no further. Its right here. And even when things would et sexual... they ALL checked with my Master to understand if it was appropriate to do so. (And it was. 😉 ) And... almost all had absolutely no problem or issue ganging up on me together. Asking each other what they should do next... giving each other ideas... or stepping back and just watching. This happened throughout the entire weekend. NOT ONE ARGUMENT. I was expecting quarrels quite frankly... not ONE. And remember my weekend was extended... so its Wednesday now. I have received kind messages afterwards. And people were so sweet to me. They made me feel sexy... desired... they showed me how Sadism and being a good person goes in hand in hand. Now my Master shows me this all the time. But to experience it with other Ticklephiles or people in general... you restored a big part of my faith in humanity. Of all the things I have needed... sexually, and otherwise... I didn't realize that was one of the gifts I would receive.

This is not to say that heated debates or fights won't happen n the future. But for a first time gang tickling rp of this magnitude... ?? Not only was I impressed but my Master said you all endeared yourselves to Him. I have absolute respect for each and every one of you... and... I humbly kneel down in the sleen position... thanking you for such an AMAZING EXPERIENCE... I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS as long as I live... 🙂 Who knew rp could be so MUCH MORE than what so many of us do for a quick thrill. This was EPIC.
And now 2 post this and keep writing the next segment...

<3
Doll

 

[CapturedDoll]

After Samson came... the Underarm Tickler...

I walked backwards trying 2 look for an escape route... He asked me where I was going and I just kept walking backwards... trapping myself against a wall. He started wiggling his fingers at me as he slowly made his way over to me... "Looks like you have no where to go now.... hmmm...?

He told me to put my arms up... and to keep them there..

I did as he commanded... and felt him slowly make circles under my arms... omg...

He would slowly increase the tickles... and I mean slowly... and he taunted me about how ticklish I was... He said. "Wow... I can't belive how ticklish you are! You don't even realize how much worse things are going to get. I love when women beg and plead so fast in the beginning... they don't even realize how much worse the torture is going to become."

His slow circles became spider tickles... and then prods... he made his way all the way up my arms and tickled my palms. And underneath my hands... and down... all the way to my elbows... starting to give me deeper tickles there in the flesh. His hands spider tickled me down to my waist. He was awesome. He never let up on telling me how ticklish I was as I received the best underarm tickling... WOW. And then... another man walked in... and while I was kept against the wall... this new Ler tickled my thighs and legs.... even attacking my feet... while the Underarm tickler continued verbally and phsically teasing me... they verbally teased me together... omg was it hot...

What came next as per the sequence of events is a blur. On to the next experience...

.. the Mountain Man...

I thought of him in this way because... his name is another word for big. And for how he controlled me.. and so..

I started off backing up slowly... I was giggling like mad already here at home... and he said, smiling... "Where do you think you're going...?"

He followed me for a little bit... and suddenly grabbed me... "GOTCHA!!" Wrapping his arms around my waist... he tickled my sides as I tried desperatly to squirm away. But he never let me go. He held me up my arms by my wrists and tickled my underarms. We played for quite a whie and I really loved feeling so helpless by someone's sheer physical strength. Now I'm 5'9 so any time I can be made to feel smaller than someone else is awesome. I imagined him to be at least 6'2! I felt like he had me trapped in his cabin, far away in the snow capped mountains.

Meanwhile throughout... Master would come up from behind me and mimmick their actions... or add His own... He tickled my insanely ticklish neck... my sides and stomach... sometimes lightly... sometimes deeply... and sometimes with a feather. Over my ears sometimes which are very ticklish too... And sometimes He put His hands over my pussy and wiggled his fingers... tickling me there... or with a feather. And my thighs... Talk about rp tickling suddenly becoming
3-D!!!!! WOW... Throughout the entire weekend sometimes He would come up from behind me and whisper in my ear... "Boy are they getting you good... hahaha..." I would hear him laugh as He would watch my torture intermittingly. I could hear His own Sadism drip through His laughter...

 

[CapturedDoll]

I wanted 2 give u a few randomn thoughts also that I have had before I continue...

Chatzy is a great chat service I must say. While we would have 2 buy a "premium" service for the privilage of scrolling back... ($10.00 a month... not bard huh...?) But that can't happen yet.... maybe someday... because I think we'll be keeping this room indefinitely. But one of the features is this: I was talking to the"Magician"... and I decided it would be fun 2 post a couple links 2 a few songs as we talked about 80's music for a little bit.... I discovered something... When I post the links as per Youtube... we were able 2 watch the videos directly in the room. So guess what fantasy of mine THIS plays into...? Being forced to watch hot tickling porn.... I'm not going to say anything more about that.... 😉

EXCEPT...an another idea I have had is doing a tickle porn movie night here on TMF... but considering the fact we can watch the videos directly in the room on Chatzy... and still talk... maybe every once in a while we can have a night like that in Chatzy... I'll be talking more with Master about this and how He feels. And figuring how this will work if He says yes.

AND: Let me say this for my own piece of mind. NO KIDS, NO BEASTIALITY, NO SNUFF, NO BATHROOM ANYTHING - NOTHING ILLEGAL. This room is also ONLY FOR USERS 18+. If you do any of the above: My Master WILL report you to the proper authorities. 🙂 The end. And I never want any animals being a part of RP. NOTHING ILLEGAL IN RP. NEVER EVER EVER EVER.

Back 2 the fun... Idk if other sites will work... but I know YouTube does thus far. So... that aspect is still up in the air...

Also... I was a little surprised no women showed up... not completely... but a little... And as I thought about this... I wonder what it would be like to experience a weekend or at least a night of only female ticklers...hmmm... 🙂 Mmmm..

Note 2 women: I like sexual tickling... I can't help get turned on. So... keep in mind 2 things. 1. I will not stop Men from watching if this happens. Just like I wouldn't stop any women coming in 2 watch me being tickled by Men. Fair is fair. Whether its all Men, all Women, or a mix... I am open and willing. 🙂 And I hope you are too... 😉

 

[CapturedDoll]

Continued Orgasm Denial: Day 5

Master on the second night discussed with me continuing 2 edge me. Long story short I agreed. I am becoming EXTREMLEY MORE TICKLISH.... and WHY would I want to give that up?? I did cry a little on the 3rd day... But ...My body is lit with a horniness and fire that feels almost out of control. Even with losing sleep night after night (up until I took Benedryl last night to finally get a good nights sleep...) I am eating less... (bonus... I over eat and sleepeat...)and continuously happy. This is a level of exhaustion I have forgotten about. But ... to become hyper ticklish all the time is a dream of mine. So... Idk if I'll be allowed 2 cum tonight... but... I can't wait to see how ticklish I am at this point!!!!!!! 🙂

 

[CapturedDoll]

I will continue writing as I can about my weekend. Time 2 play... 🙂

 

[milagros317]

Wonderful story! Thanks so much for sharing your whole weekend experience here. 😀
Looking forward to the rest of it, too.

 

[CapturedDoll]

Wonderful story! Thanks so much for sharing your whole weekend experience here. 😀
Looking forward to the rest of it, too.

Thank u Milagros!!!! I wish I had more time today to keep writing my weekend. But I will be saving the rps as much as possible so I can keep my experiences forever. 🙂

 

[CapturedDoll]

The videos... 🙂

http://www.ticklingforum.com/forumdisplay.php?7-Video-Audio-Clips

 

[CapturedDoll]

My release... and beyond...

Last night I had one very nice and hot rp... and then someone I call Mr. Man (my rp experiences will be following soon with him...).... He showed me HOT Tickling Porn in the chat room (which is a feature if you use youtube... of course there were a few Master had 2 open a seperate window for me.. but I was able 2 watch tickling porn with another tickle fiend... and I enjoyed that SO MUCH. I have denied myself watching videos openly. And only a couple handfuls over the course of my life save for cartoon moments and mainstream growing up. And a few weeks ago with Master for our Anniversary.... mmmm ). I had to save 3 of those videos of the ones I was shown last night ... wow!!!!!!!!!!!!

After "Mr. Man" left I had one brief rp... it ended quickly cuz I was so brain fried I panicked because my writing was so off. I coulden't concentrate much at ALL and writing so fast I just... panicked. So Master told him I was ok but I needed to stop for the night. After about 20 mins... I was fine again ... and... Master asked me I was up for His own tickling tortures... OMG was I EVER...
At first He had me hold on to the door way and to keep my arms up over my head...
He lifted my skirt around my waist and reclaimed His long, soft, but stiff feather... He ran it all over my body... my underarms... down my arms... my stomach, sides, ass..legs... and pussy... He wiggled the feather sometimes under my arms... in my belly button... behind my legs... and between my legs... soon... He took me by the wrist and led me 2 the bedroom...
Now as I posted above you can all see what happened from there... when I came... I felt like an amusement park was inside of me. (LOL!!) Tons of roller coasters... and inner popping jumps...and swirls... and fire cracker feels... so many feelings, and all so different went off inside me at once and over the course of a minute... this is the best and only way 2 describe the feelings. After the video stopped I felt so amazing I asked permission 2 strip off my clothes and just be NAKED. 🙂 When it was given to me.. after I was naked... I rolled around on the bed feeling so happy, sexy and just amzing....I even bounced around on the bed for a couple minutes. My body just NEEDED to express the entirety of the joy that had been in me for the past days... mind, heart, soul... and ****... and its release. And then I got lighter and lighter. As if I had turned into a little cloud dancing around the sky. 🙂 If I could have run around naked outside 2 hoop and holler under the moonlight... I WOULD HAVE!!!!! 😀

Now... one of the things I have yet to mention.

Since day 2... I have been experiencing "ghost tickles". Every once in awhile I felt something touching me that wasn't there. I cannot tell you how many times I was forced to turn around, and laugh, thinking Master was behind me... tickling me again. But He wasn't...
There is another video of me vibrating myself about 6 minutes long. ( I won't post that.) My body was going through the..."are you sure you are allowed 2 cum now... lol.. are u SURE you are ready now...LOL??? But... about 30 seconds before I cum... I heard the words "tickle tickle... " ... plain as day. Now... my Master has already told me He will not be showing His face nor speaking on video. So I asked Him afterwards about this thinking... I'm surprised u did that.. what changed ur mind? I had heard the words said so low... I thought maybe He figured He would do it just low and quiet. But He didn't...

You all, and Master drove me SO crazy... turning me on SO MUCH...well... I guess it can be said that ...

A: You all COMPLETLY got inside my head... and turned me on to a degree that was just AMAZING and beyond repproach.
B: Master is getting extremley good at sneaking up behind me... making my subconscious replay itself and tell my body its being tickled again...
C: With the experience of everything combined... magic happens. And I have become for 5 days straight... the hyper ticklish, fulfilled, tickle slave of my dreams. And while I may not be able 2 attend gatherings any time soon... THIS is as equally good... believe it or not. Waiting on an orgasm for as long I have... is not end of the world... it's the beginning...

I want to thank Master and everyone deeply and sincerly for making this chat room fantasy more epic than I ever could have dreamed it could be. I consider myself the luckiest women in the world today. I never could have thought what I imagined as a one night, 3-4 hour, hot, but fairly simple fantasy.. could have turned into THIS. <3

 

[CapturedDoll]

Saturday & Sunday continued:

The next Gentleman I call Mr. Man... I coulden't understand how 2 say his name so I changed a letter and hence... Mr. Man... and its quite appropriate.

I found myself in the woods... late at night... arms over my head. And soon a dark figure walked out from the shadows...
With EPIC writing of imagery... I was tickled on my feet with feathers and fingers... soon a few more men came out of the darkness of the woods... they enjoyed tickling me all over... and grinned at each other and talked about they enjoyed making me suffer. Samson reappeared for a bit behind me 2 tickle my underarms. But for the most part it was Mr. Man and his Gang... alone with me in the stocks, deep in the woods. Talk about a fantasy come true.... the way He wrote... He added 2 my fantasy so well I'm still imagining... omg...
Thankfully He has since told me He has the screen shots... I want 2 BEG HIM 2 post it here... but thats up 2 HIm... no pressure. As long as I have them I willl be very happy. And if so I will consider writing up a better overview of this But I'll never do it justice.

Also He came back the next day... and took me on a little trip to the beach. OMFG...

I was tied on my knees in a set of stocks...my bare feet through the holes.... and my arms tied to a tighthly stretched Volleyball net... blindfolded. What commensed was a never ending free for all with I can't even count how many people tickled me... more and more gathered as a crowd to gang tickle me. I would say at least 5o in gangs of 2 and 3. And plenty tickled my ****... he even placed a tickling vibrator inside of me.

At the end He had me give him my first foot job... He forced me on to explain HOW I would do it... That was hot having to think about how I would actually do this... where and how would I place my feet... ? I stroked his cock with my toes up and down... and circled the top of the head with my oiled feet... He had me still tied with my arms over my head and gave me so many underarm tickled and would tickle my toes... holy wow... Ladies... IMO opinion... this is the RP writer of your DREAMS.... Once again... there is no way to convey accurately how HOT my experiences with him were.... and let's not forget how Master was enhancing some tickling moves... and I got PLENTY with these hot scenes.... WOW.

This is also the same Gentleman I watched Tickle porn with... He HAS EXCELLANT TASTE!!!!!!!!!!!! There were 2 vids that the feet were 2 big for my tastes but the tickling itself and how ticklish all of the women were... STILL a HUGE turn on... And the other 3 vids having been playing out in my mind since...

 

[CapturedDoll]

I saved the BEST for last... my Master.

My Master is about a good year in of Tickling exploration with me. (Responsibilities force the pause of exploration sometimes sadly ... ) But I want to say to Him... thank you for the daily tickles even for just a minute sometimes. To thank Him for doing research on His own. To thank Him for putting me in front of the mirror last year...and forcing me to look into my own eyes and admit OUTLOUD to myself that I love tickling... and to have me stand there and confess to Him... and to myself what I think has been stopping me all these years from being open. It lifted the heaviest burdon from my shoulders... I had become buried under that weight. I have felt SO MUCH LIGHTER ever since. And to thank Him heavily for always including tickling now in the bedroom in some way. Even at the expense of so many of His own likes. How many people would do that...? Probably a small group... very small.


I want to point out what I have seen with my eyes... and listened to from His stance as a Dominant. The next night (Thursday). He told me He experienced "Dom Drop". To be in charge of such a long and INTENSE scene... and to come down from that... He was very sad for a couple days.

I want to imagine you have a submissive... and you need to set up what turns into a 5 day scene. It requires listening out for every change in breath... every change in voice... every change in laughter... the difference in moans... and constantly thinking about how you as the Dominant can enhance her experience. When to surprise her with a tickle... for how long... and where... Random whispers in her ear... or looking her straight in the eyes... getting inside her head so completely...making her do things... and what are those things...? Thinking ahead for the next night... and the next...and all the while as per this experience... modding a chat room so completely for her mental safety. Her physical safety at home... making sure she (I) doesn't fall or trip because she is so overwhelmed. I was a stumbling mess. Thinking about how its affecting her... adding aspects to your own bag of tortures and also giving some away to people to have fun with her with.

And keeping up with every other household responsibility so your submissive is free to just enjoy her experience. Cooking, bills, work, groceries, phone calls, laundry etc... and making sure her head space is always in a good place... and that can mean putting aside your own issues, and problems. (Unless its something serious obviously.) On the last night He wasn't feeling well at ALL... and I never knew it till after...later that night. And neither did any of you... In fact He went on to say He had been pretty sick from the heat from having 2 go out and provide for us nearly every day. And by the last night it had REALLY caught up with Him. And yet... He went on for my sake. Without a word.

AND... the after care. 🙂

Making sure I got lots of hugs and kisses... letting me slide on the housework for a while longer to just enjoy my head space and absolute lightness of being and the high I was on. But also having to sadly seperate Himself from me to take care of the responsibilties. Jobs never leave... responsibilities force us to have to leave our loved ones to make sure we can continue on for both of our survival. And then to have to experience the Dom drop... feeling sick... no longer getting to enjoy teasing me. And a lot of the time He had to be looking out for me rather than tickle or tease me Himself. He was denied a lot of pleasure having to do this. He had some... but.. not to the degree you would think. But STILL making sure to try and help me avert my own sub drop... I did go through it myself having Him be forced to concentrate on work. 5 days of constant and intense head games...and physical games...the denial...the tickling... pretty unavoidable when all was said and done. I am still happy. But I have come back down to earth. Time 2 get back to what I myself need to do around here.

Being a Dominant requires so much.... and... to not even receive much in the way of thanks... (except from me of course... but even I have yet to fully show Him how grateful I am. He again has had to put off His pleasure in place of bills and responsibilities. He runs His own business. I have been DYING to thank Him... and please Him.. and BE with Him. 🙁 )

YOU may all have had a great time with ME. But its because of HIM you got to do it. I know you understand this on some level. You were all very polite and kind. But... I don't think some of you might realize how much He provided for you all as well. He was ALSO looking out for your safety as well as ours... by having to be on the constant look out for creeps. And there was one...

He didn't want any of anyone's experience to get undermined or fucked up. And.. to let you all do whatever you wanted with me... I would think requires a bit more... Don't be the guy who goes to another Man's house and drinks all of His beer while going on to the next party... without showing your gratitude. Imagine if you let your own wife or girlfriend goes through this. This may be a virtual experience for you all (and halfway for me)...but... I think it would be classy to at least buy Him a *virtual beer*. He's a GOOD Man... a NICE Man... a GIVING MAN... and there are few like Him... I certainly appreciated all of MY thank you notes. But where were/are His??

Keep this in mind for the future...

Master... I love You so much. I serve You with love, adoration, and respect. You are the love of my life and my best friend. You are everything to me. Thank you for giving me this experience... today I am going to do everything you have asked of me... and then get down on my knees...and give you the wettest and most intense blow job of your life. It's a small gift compared to what you have done for me.. and everyone here. And I humbly ask of you to take ANY pleasures you like... for as long as you like... for LIFE.