No longer a tickle-prostitute

[TicklishAllison]

Sigh... this is gonna be difficult, and I know it. Many of you know, I posted an ad in the personals section to be tickled for money. Many gentlemen (and not-so gentlemen) replied and even a couple of lovely ladies. I was attempting to get money for college, thinking of it all being innocent. I had one session... one... that was fantastic. Everything was all good until the guilt flooded in. I was keeping the secret from my best friend, among other people, who I tell everything to. She doesnt know about my tickling fetish, only the greediness I often fall into. I finally told her about my "profession" and what was going on after recieving quite a bit of hate e-mail, calling me a slut and other stupid names. She was shocked, very furious, and demanded that I make a decision. She said she would love me either way, but stated many reasons why this was wrong. I would like to hereby remove all offers, except for fun tickling... no payment. I have been working my ass off for almost a month now, and as it doesnt pay quite as much as I'd like, I am honestly living and keeping myself busy. Forgive me for not being around much lately, it is because of that. I would like to apologize for taking advantage of people who are desperate for tickling... I hope noone here completely hates me. To that one gentleman who I met with, if you would like a refund, I will be happy to oblige. Thanks for listening. Mods... if you would, please remove my ad from the personals section. See you all later!
Yours,
Allison

 

[Lynchy]

I'm not sure that I agree with you feeling guilty. I'm sure many other models have done the same. At least you were utilising your own fetish and not just selling yourself to someone.

I don't think you should feel bad about it. *hug*

 

[TklDuo-Ann]

Allison... You were up front about things with those you made the offer to. There's no reason to feel guilty. You made an honest effort and had no intent to rip anyone off or anything. I hope you don't let this get in the way of other fun. However, since you've requeted that the original be removed, we'll honor that. If you should change your mind at some point, just let one of the mods know and we can put it back for you. Hang in there!

Ann

 

[TickleMeCasey]

Hi allison

sorry you felt so bad about getting cash from being tickled.

i've been tickled for money before as well, and must admit it did make me feel a bit cheap, but yanno, i smoke and im poor. a gals gotta do what a gals gotta do!

i can think of many worse ways of getting money, being tickled is probably the best form of it! 🙂

at least you enjoyed the experience tho.. i hope you have as much fun in future tickling ventures

God Bless

Casey x

 

[Cosmo_ac]

Allison, you have nothing to feel guilty about. Anybody else who tells you such can (...do something very dangerous that will hurt you terribly for days! - Mod Edit 🙂 )

 

[pghtickleguy]

Allison I reaaly feel for you now. First let me tell you there is no reason at all for you to feel guilty about anything. You were honest from day one on what you wanted. No one should ever judge you on anything that you do. I am glad though that nothing serious happened to you. Believe me and I think it is safe to say that you will make it through this and be a stronger person. Don't beat yourself up to much. And remember there are people here I'm sure that would love to tickle you.

 

[Leo tickles]

I see nothing wrong with it, Allison. You were honest with yourself, and honest with everybody else. You were doing it not just for fun, but for money and college. That honesty alone should make you stop feeling guilty.

 

[Em Es]

Don't you listen to Streisand?

"We've got nothing to be guilty for . . ."

🙁 Why feel bad? You hurt nobody. You misled nobody. You gave what you promised in exchange for the price on which you and your client agreed.

 

[dtrell]

sounds like you dont have a very understanding best friend...my advice is to look for another one. i dont think shes as good a friend as you think.

 

[daddy]

There is nothing wrong with what you wanted to do Allison. What was wrong was all those idiots that sent you hate mail simply because they either a) can't afford it or b) can't get any action on their own...so they took it out on you for not providing them with "free-on-demand" tickling. What the hell is wrong with people? Seems like there are those who will never be happy no matter how you slice it.

peace out,
daddy

 

[Neutron]

Hey Allison..

Never apologize for a choice you make, unless it caused another to come to harm.

You did nothing wrong, and while your friend had every right to give you advice, she had no right to judge you. So long as you did everything safely, and no one was harmed then you shouldn't feel guilty.

Anyone sending you hate mail was totally off base. The best you can do is screen it out. I get 25 to 50 hate mails a day, and I happen to enjoy everyone of them.

There are girls at Toledo University who get into fetishes for money all the time. AT times I've hired one or two. I had no problem paying, and if I was local to you would have had no problem paying you. I only questioned the price not the person.

What you did wasn't a mistake, so long as you took the proper precautions to keep yourself safe.

Never let another person make you feel guilty about a choice you make, in the end you're the only one who has to live with it. Given you made some money, AND had some fun it seems like you could live with your choice.

Tron

 

[ticklkitten]

Allison,

Listen to your conscious, it's there for a reason... to tell you what inside you feel is right and wrong. If you feeling tickling for money is wrong for whatever reason, then don't do it. You have been completely honest from up front and I adire honesty, even when it doesn't make you popular. 🙂 You're a good girl. Don't feel guilty, just follow your heart, thats what it's there for.


Kitten

 

[Neutron]

Hey ticklkitten..

Tron

 

[Neutron]

I Don't Have An IM Program..

 

[ticklkitten]

ok tron, how about a working email address?

 

[Neutron]

Wait..

(I edited my other posts. I feel bad about Allison simply because a question I asked earlier ended up allowing a shot to be taken at her.


Tron

 

[ticklkitten]

Sorry Allison for taking up your thread. I still think you're a sweet girl who did the right thing by following her heart.

tron, I sent the email, now why the mystery?

kitten

 

[featherfingers]

Allison, I respect you more than ever now that I see the hell you've been going through concerning hate mail (!), your somewhat 'holier than thou' friend's attitude and the 'guilt trip' that you've been riding on. Thank goodness you weren't physically hurt by anyone, but still, mental abuse is just as bad. Don't regret or feel guilty about anything. Now you've got the experience to share your wisdom with others who may go through similar situations.

You are a great person and don't ever let anyone tell you anything different.

 

[Armpit_licker]

WOW.... Did your friend overreact or what? Sorry to hear about all of this. Good luck to you with college. As others have stated, you have nothing to feel guilty about.

 

[Destro]

I'm not going to stand in judgement of Allison, but let's face facts. She was engaging in a form of prostituion most of the time. Many people right here in this forum have admitted that tickling is sexual to them. So paying for it to gain sexual satisfaction is no different that traditional prostiution. She said she had many replys to her add. How many of them do you think wanted to tickle her for a form of sexual gratification? She consciously did not want to be classified as a prostitute. Even traditional prostitutes don't often like to tell most people what they do. It is not looked on very well. Society has longed looked down on prostitutes, but yet it thrives because you can always go to them to get what you really want. I guess it makes our society hypocritcal. I don't think we should be so hard on Allison's friend, because she is exhibiting views shared by most. We here in this forum like to think that tickling is just innocent fun, but we all know that potentially it is more than that. If you don't believe me, why are there rules about posting tickling stories about children? Isn't tickling innocent? It can be innocent, but it can also be sexual and doing it for money hardly classifies it as innocent. I'm sorry it didn't work out for Allison, but it takes a certain type of person that can willfully hand her body over to a stranger to play with for monetary gain. And that is what she was advertising.

 

[KoocheeKoo]

Allison, I don't see where you've done anything to feel guilty about, and I for one don't consider allowing someone to tickle you for money as prostitution (and I'm about as conservative as they come).

I'm appalled and concerned about the hate emails sent to you....there are definitely some sick and twisted folks out there. Sadly, it doesn't really surprise me, because last year I recieved several death threats because of a small "get well" website I created for a badly injured U.S. soldier (death threats and hate from a couple anti-war idiots who couldn't tell a "get well" site from a "pro war/ military" site).

Several years ago, I also recieved hate emails from a couple warped (jealous) idiots on a storm/ hurricane discussion and forecasting forum where I posted. Those bad experiences are why I no longer list publicly my email addy. That's also why I don't utilize the p.m. function here, and turned off my ISP IM a couple years ago (and please bear in mind I'm a big guy...275-280 lbs).

My only concern has been for your safety. If my 20 yr old sis were to tell me she was meeting guys at a hotel...and letting them tie and tickle her for money, it would scare the daylights out of me. There are some truly sick people out there, and I don't want my little sis ending up tickletortured, kidnapped, or worse (most guys who enjoy tickling ladies are gentlemen....problem is, it only takes one guy who isn't a gentleman to hurt you very badly 🙁

I'm very sorry about your best friend's reaction. Sadly, I've lost several good friends in the past year just for "coming out of the tickling/ foot fetish" closet; was also banned from a favorite weather related forum (they didn't want "tickling foot freaks" on their forum). The way I see it...they weren't really my good friends to begin with, because I'd have died before betraying any of them in that manner. I'm far better off without them.

 

[Neutron]

Sorry..

Legally allowing someone to tickle you for money is not prostitution. Whether Allison knows or realized guys would do it to satisfy a sexual desire is immaterial because she's not in control of that.

All she wanted to do was make some extra money.

By your definition a lady who poses for Playboy, or does a tickling video is a prostitute. After all plenty of guys will get sexual enjoyment from it.
Yet they're not considered as performing an act of prostitution.

If Alisons friend wanted her to stop because she feared for Allisons safety, then she was correct in voicing her concern. If she was judging Allison, she should still show concern, but leave the ultimatums out of it.

Tron

 

[Tickling_bully]

Thank you Allison...

Dear Allison,

Thank you for your candor and your series of brave decisions: to try something diffferent to get the house note paid, to be honest with yourself when you saw it wouldn't work as smoothly as you hoped, and to share your story here, something you most assuredly didnt need to do. The judgemental whining of othrs notwithstanding, what you attempted was *not* "a form of prostitution". Peostitution is sexual activity for money, illegal everywhere in these united states except Nevada. Domination for dollars is legal everywhere so long as it does not stray into sexual activity (usually defined anatomically). The fact that many get a sexual charge from a ticklish girl is beside the point. Most guys get a sexual rush from a girl in a bikini but a lingerie modeling session in a motel wouldn't count as prostitution either.

Thank you for sharing your unusual and thought provoking story. A woman I dated once had spent some time down on her luck and gave commercail fetish a try. She lasted a half session too.

Big hugs,
Chris

 

[chrisheaven]

You have absolutely nothing at all to feel guilty about.
You have been completely honest and open about all of this.
If you felt it was not right for you, then you made a good decision.
Good luck to you for the future and have fun!

 

[Sunriseticklee]

Set the record straight!

I'm going to surprise even myself and say... Girl, you didn't do anything wrong!

Absolutely nothing!

It just seems to me that the people who were sending you hate mail were the ones tripping over the fact that you weren't handing something out for free. Oh and by the way, there are quite a few women and men on this forum who get hate mail regardless. No real reason at all except when they hear the word NO, or simply because they are just assholes. On the net, that is going to happen whether you are charging for your time or not.

Honestly, even with my extremely strict upbringing, and my current beliefs... if I could do it (open up a dungeon or something centered around tickling and get PAID for it) I would do it in a heart beat. I'd make videos in a heartbeat.... I'd do all of that stuff (get tatooed up... LOL Get my tongue pierced IN A HEARTBEAT) And if I could get paid for it... Let's be realistic here... PAY ME!

The ONLY thing that is keeping me from it is my love for working with children and teaching. And realistically speaking, I wouldn't be able to do that anymore. giggle

Once again, you didn't do anything wrong. People may not agree with me, but hey.

Bottomline is, you have to love yourself. And if you feel guilty whether we feel like it is wrong or not, that is something you have to deal with in your own way.

Be choosy. You can play with whoever you want to play with. It is your choice, your time, you pick what way. And if there is someone who doesn't like it, or doesn't agree with how you are doing it... They are welcome to move along a play with someone else!

Don't let someone else make you feel bad for being you!

Sunriseticklee


PS: Please excuse all grammatical errors. I'm on vacation from school right now and I don't care! 😛