I want to be completely transparent here. I'm not totally sure, but I've been told I may be asexual because I really have no desire to have sex. The confusing thing about it is that I am still very much attracted to women and I'm all for intimate relations, just literally not the act of sex. I'm down for anything else. That's where tickling comes in for me. In a relationship, if I could have it my way, tickling would be at least 80% of the physical, intimate activity. I just love how it involves laughter/joy and also is a great way to be physically close with your partner and it can involve the whole body. There can be massaging, teasing, or creative tickling games. It is very much a turn on for me, as I'm sure a lot of people on this site can attest to. This is where I feel like I'm "closed off." I can't get myself to have a session or even online roleplay chat with a man. I'm not homophobic or anything like that, it's just that tickling for me is a very personal/private/intimate experience and it's something I only want to experience with women because I am attracted to them. I understand that being that way puts me at a disadvantage on a site like this because the men probably outnumber the women exponentially.
Am I wrong for this?
Am I wrong for this?