reflecting on tickle fetish

[spike246]

im a mid 40s male whose tickle fetish seems to be growing even though i dont have the oppurtunity to act it out. i basically rely on videos drawings and this website to aid my fantasies. it started as a little boy when i was excited when i saw johns foot licked by spot in my first grade reader then an cartoon episode from the late 60s called space kiddettes which a little fellow was having his feet tickled by a feather. i didn understand why i was aroused by this but soon i started fantasizing about stripping the shoes and socks off of my female classmates and tickling their feet. i went years fantasizing but never getting a chance to tickle a pair of female feet.i was lucky to get a job in a factory after high school and had the nerve to walk into an adult book store i bought this publication called fetish times and saw a person named tobias hackner who sold drawings and stories about tickling . after all these years i found out there were others like me i spent lots of money to purchase drawings and stories it blew my mind reading stories about tickling scenerios and seeing drawings all this time hiding my fetish from those who knew me. i finally ventured into local massage parlors and had a chance to tickle a girls feet. that bussiness is very transient so i lost touch with a couple females who enjoyed having their feet tickled . it seemed i was not getting enough for the money i spent on drawings stories and massage parlors when videos came out. my favorite were solefully yours with lana and lorrelle my favorite ticklish females. again i wanted more it couldnt satisfy me. my biggest dissappointment was being lured by a couple who said they were related to the great kurt jelenick about coming to new jersey and participating in a rennaissance faire which lovely maidens were in the stocks and you could tickle their feet. they sent me letters and actual pictures of girls locked in stocks getting their feet tickled with feathers itching powder and goats tongues. when i got to the hotel the night before they called me asking if i was ready i could even sit in the stocks and have my feet tickled and tickle the soles of maidens as long as i didnt step out of line. well it rained the next day there was a fellow and a lady in the stocks and i did tickle their feet but there wasnt much action i found out this couple never showed up and had a habit of doing this to others.this was about 16 years ago when the computer age came i came across kujman but i can never get on the website tickle palace it looks great but never had luck with it . lately ive relied on videos from tickle paridise i loved katy and beth and also great stuff from a video maker from canada called the last laugh. any advice on how to meet a female with ticklish feet? ive all but given up at my age . i hope heaven is where i can tie up gweneth paltrow take hear shoes off and tickle her feet or locking jennifer aniston in the stocks and tickle her feet cover them with salt water and let a hungry goat lick them or having ashley tisdales feet trapped so i can tickle them then tickle her armpits and sides. on this earth i must resort to fantasy.any advice nice enough guy cant satify my thirst for tickling thank you

 

[Bugman]

After reading your post,i am left wondering if you have had trouble accepting this part of yourself.I don't say this to be critical and its nothing speific i can put my finger on,just a feeling i get.And let me say you would not be the first one to struggle with something like that and you surely will not be the last.

I would suggest get known at least somewhat here.There might be some gatherings in your part of the country.These are a safe sane and supervised way to meet people.Even if you don't join in the tickling the first time you will have at least laid a foundation to build on.Have you checked any yahoo groups?Thats another way to get to know some people in the community.You have to be proactive and put some effort into it.

Last don't give up man.I'm 52 and since i found the forum i have gotten to know,and meet a lot of damn nice people both male and female.It can happen for you bro,give it a try.