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[Leo Tickles1]

You are right, of course. I,m just going through a very depressing period right now with the holidays and all. Thank-you for the input, it has certainly given me food for thought.

I understand depressing times, trust me. I'll save you the rant about looking for positive shit. If you are anything like I was, you won't find any.


My best advice is to let out all of the feelings of sadness, rage, whatever, in any way you know how. It should go up from there.

 

[UBU]

Merry Christmas

Hi, Rifleman,

I've been doing some cruising and digging. Since you said that you are caught up with the site, these come from outside. These are all starlets.

You can find some amazing pictures by putting names into Google images and scrolling far down. Then there is this site. It is free and ad-free, although not so current as it might be.

http://jsrpages.co.uk/index.htm​

Since this is an open forum, I'll raise over my offering. Does anybody else out there have any photos they'd like to drop on 3030rifleman? Go me five better, I challenge you!!

Weeks early, but with greatest sincerity, a Merry Christmas to you, Rifleman.

 

[Lily Haze]

3030--

I've spent the past couple of Christmas seasons in solitude. I lost my entire family within the same year and it's not easy to fraternize with folks who don't understand the joy that my Mom and Dad invested in the Holiday. But I don't mourn Christmas nor do I grieve its advent: too many pleasant memories (though I don't have the courage to watch the 'ole home movies/videos...one day, for sure). This year, I met a guy who loves the same traditions that I do...lighting-up the house (bite me if you think this is nerdy), wrapping gifts, watching A CHRISTMAS CAROL (the '51 version, accept no imitations) and "The Night of the Meek" episode of THE TWILIGHT ZONE. You just can't wallow in self-pity...it's both destructive and a waste of time. In regard to the tickling fetish, you're at no risk of losing your scholarship if you confide this impulse to a girl. When I was initially approached, I thought "Huh? For real?" but I didn't think it was misogynic nor brain damaging (I'm extremely vulnerable--ticklish to the point of passing out--but I realized it wasn't going to kill me; hence, my role in tickle videos!). Just ask, it's that simple. If you want friends, abandon the keyboard and hang around an amicable (drug-free) environment. Contrary to what you may have heard, girls like smart dudes; but you'll never find out if you hibernate in your home or apartment. You have to make the first move. I know one guy who lives in a luxury home; and he spends every holiday alone even though a festive hamlet is walking distance from his driveway. His recurrent refrain is "I'll get rejected." I don't pity him--I think he's an idiot for yielding to his insecurities. But I truly wish you a Merry Christmas--and it'll be a merry one if you really try.

Lily Haze

 

[Bator]

I don,t believe that I am wallowing self pity, I,ve just turned 20 and I lost my parents 4 years ago. Other than birthdays I miss them most of all at this time of year. Ive been on my own since I was 16 and despite their absence I have worked hard at my studies and got an athletic scholarship which pays my way through university. My parents gave me a good foundation and work ethic which I use to this very day and has made me one of the best players on our hockey team. I never use drugs or alcohol or fraternize with those that do. I have no trouble in finding girls to go out with, quite the contrary. I,m somewhat tentative and worried about trying my fetish with them because I,m afraid of rejection or scaring them and I don,t want to be classified as a freak or abnormal and reported to the Dean for my behavior so I keep in inside and don,t express it or act it out. I feel depressed and don,t feel much like dating at least at the present time, I,ll probably always feel a bit depressed at this time of year because I know what I am missing and that is my family. I hope that you can find it in your heart to understand and I would like to thank-you for taking the time to write to me and for the thoughtful advice. I am amazed at the number of people who have contacted me through this forum and tried to lift my spirits. I appreciate it very much and it has meant so much to me. I won,t forget.

 

[melanie2]

You have done good and your parents would be proud..heck they are proud of you..anyone who loses both parents at that young age, by rights, are allowed a wee bit of self pity..as you get older, it will ease up...trust me..you will never ever not miss them..but time will eventually heal..i know..both my parents are dead as well..of course i didn't lose them at such a young age..but i was forty one when dad died..and that first Christmas without him was rough..it was rough also when mom died..

If i lived closer i'd invite you here..however we won't be home..hang in there..i hate to say an old cliche..but you are young..you have much time yet ahead of you, hopefully that is..no one knows what fate has in store..

Hang around here..consider this an extended family..full of arguments etc. lol.

 

[Bator]

Everyone here is right. Where am I going to go? The only people that understand me at all are right here. It would be the dumbest thing that I,ve ever done if I left, besides I,d miss out on all the fun and I could really use some. I,ll get into the tickling thing at some point, maybe not right away but sometime, I can wait, and no more self pity, it,s time to move on so I,ll try my best. I may falter from time to time but I,ll still try. It is nice to know that I have made some friends, that means a lot and I don,t want to lose it. I think that I might have finally come to my senses.

 

[UBU]

Boy am I glad to hear that! Your adaptability and resolve were always there. You get what you need, but only if you can make of it what you need. By that I mean that a Forum is not family, but we'll help you get by as best we can. You sound resolved to make the most of that.

Of course, you are not talking about anything irreversible. But it occurred to me that the Forum as security net is a late advent.

You know, I believe that, if there had been a Starlets Fucking Politicians' Forum back in 1962, Marilyn would still be with us.

Maybe there's a Southern Mamas Forum out there that could have saved Elvis if he'd only lasted until 1984.

Where was Ralph Nader when Mary Jo Kopechne needed him?

Could the Immortal Self-destructive Musicians' Forum have saved Jimi, Janis and that Cobain kid?

Maybe that is asking a bit much.

 

[Bator]

Dr. Quill, I find nothing nerdy about putting up Christmas lights, trimming the tree or watching A Christmas Carol, in fact it was a tradition in our house, Christmas wasn,t Christmas without A Christmas Carol. I,m a huge fan of Charles Dickens and Victor Hugo, in fact they may even be responsible for me loving Jethro Tull as I find their music and lyrics somewhat Dickensonian. I usually bring out their CD,s at Christmas too, their music reminds me of the same period in time.

 

[Budweiserbob!]

Well, firstly, I'll just make it clear that Mods/Admins don't delete accounts at the request of members. So, your only option would be to delete all the information on your account and just not return under the same name, assuming of course that you still want to leave. If not, fantastic. :super_hap

But I will offer to you some advise of my own because I am in a very similar situation to you. I work for an insurance based company in Britain and I am one of the board members. As such, I am also seen as a 'representative' of this company and any action I take, inside or outside of work, can be harmful to the company. As such, revealing my identity on a forum such as this could harbour harsh consequences... especially taking into consideration the fact that I am also a staff member. So like you, I fear being sacked from my job. I know the whole idea sounds silly to others (and I can truly understand why they think that) but it's the reality of the situation. Shareholders don't want to mess around with a company where one of its board members has interests elsewhere. It looks unprofessional.

Anyway, even though these things can happen, it doesn't necessarily mean that it will. Just be careful with what you reveal online. I've revealed nothing about myself bar my name, and I plan to keep it that way. So if your careful about what you write on here, I see no real reason for you to leave.