Okay, so in 2 days my fantasy is finally coming true. An old girlfriend is coming to town to see me for a couple days. We've been writing to each other on Facebook for months, and I finally told her I had a tickling fetish (giving and receiving). She's had several packages delivered to my house in the last few weeks - restraints, a vibrator, and some other things I'm not sure what she plans to do with. 🙂 She's got a hotel room downtown, and she wants to take turns tickling each other while tied down. I remember how ungodly ticklish she is, so I'm surprised she's going to let me do it to her, and happily surprised she's looking forward to torturing the hell out of me. It's been obvious that she's looking forward more to the sex than the tickling, but she's been incredibly enthusiastic about wanting me to live out my fantasies.
I must admit that I'm a bit nervous. Certainly the idea of it is a delicious fantasy, and has been my entire life, but now it's really going to happen. I guess I had resigned myself to the idea being just that - an idea, something I fantasized about, albeit over and over and over and over again. Will it be as wonderful as I think it will? Will it live up to years and years of scenarios I've developed? Damn, I hope so. I hope she ruins me for every other woman for the rest of my life. I think I could live with that.
I must admit that I'm a bit nervous. Certainly the idea of it is a delicious fantasy, and has been my entire life, but now it's really going to happen. I guess I had resigned myself to the idea being just that - an idea, something I fantasized about, albeit over and over and over and over again. Will it be as wonderful as I think it will? Will it live up to years and years of scenarios I've developed? Damn, I hope so. I hope she ruins me for every other woman for the rest of my life. I think I could live with that.



