BirdsOfAFeather
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Throughout my entire life I hated- HATED to be tickled. The thought of someone taking control of my body like that terrifies me. I can recall every incident where someone went to tickle me. Usually I was able to run away and avoid it.
I can go into more detail about those times. I can even talk about the sadistic humiliation I experienced at the hands of my former Viet Nam Vet Green Beret brother-in-law when I was the vulnerable age of twelve.
However, recently I have started thinking about what it would be like to be tickled. I have started using my hands in a lighter more tickling way in bed. I have started to ask my lover to include and tend to my needy feet that are just begging to be fondled and kissed by someone who loves them.
Then the other day, my girlfriend grabbed me and tickled me. I liked it. I really liked it.
She is the one who introduced me to this website. She has been my close friend most all my life and she finally recently confessed her fetish. She is so embarrassed by it. She is so guarded and secretive about her love of being tied up and tickled. Being tickled turns her on nearly to the point of orgasm.
I told her there is no need to be ashamed. Anything that makes you happy and feel good is all right in my book.
After exploring a bit on this site, I feel there's more adventure within me. My desires have remained fantasies. I tell myself "Fantasies are probably better than reality anyway".
But I want more...
And yet I am so afraid of letting go.
I can go into more detail about those times. I can even talk about the sadistic humiliation I experienced at the hands of my former Viet Nam Vet Green Beret brother-in-law when I was the vulnerable age of twelve.
However, recently I have started thinking about what it would be like to be tickled. I have started using my hands in a lighter more tickling way in bed. I have started to ask my lover to include and tend to my needy feet that are just begging to be fondled and kissed by someone who loves them.
Then the other day, my girlfriend grabbed me and tickled me. I liked it. I really liked it.
She is the one who introduced me to this website. She has been my close friend most all my life and she finally recently confessed her fetish. She is so embarrassed by it. She is so guarded and secretive about her love of being tied up and tickled. Being tickled turns her on nearly to the point of orgasm.
I told her there is no need to be ashamed. Anything that makes you happy and feel good is all right in my book.
After exploring a bit on this site, I feel there's more adventure within me. My desires have remained fantasies. I tell myself "Fantasies are probably better than reality anyway".
But I want more...
And yet I am so afraid of letting go.
