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I thought it should be the time I start on giving some of the info about me—both good and bad.
I mean, I have to face it, even if some know just the good thing, I can't always hide the bad one
because one day something could happen that would be unexpected if it wasn't know. So before I start out, if you start to dislike me because of of the honesty that you would think its bad, fine by me
I'm not gonna like that I'll be hurt, but at least I'll be shameless for telling you all this. So here's my good info:
To start out, many have notice that when it comes to respecting other, I don't kid around when it comes to doing that the best I can. I mean, there are time a lot of cool people are here to make friends, and might be worried that they might not get a warm welcome or be treated well. So, when that happen, I can be in their shoes. I do what I can to be as fun as some others, especially if we have something in common, if not, then...well, what will I be able to say? Anyway, I enjoy doing things like playing video games that's for PS3, 2DS and sometimes Nintendo Wii, if I have the motivation for it. I would enjoy watching Anime and Cartoon as long as they are decent in my opinion. But above it, I believe that friendship is something more important than anything.
Now something that might not be a good info about me....so if you don't want to read about it, you can stop there, but if you want to know it...please continue:
When I was a kid, I was a living terror because I guess you can say that I tend to break things when I'm angry, sometimes caused trouble and fuss if I can't get what I want. At least that's what was told. In my older age, there are point that I can be very shy or silent, especially in reality, so I would sometime be in a big of a distant and just mind my own business. I don't drive for I rely on using bus or trains. I'd travel, but not to anywhere further than Brooklyn, Manhattan, or Bronx. And this may not be as believable as what I'm about to say, but I feel that I don't have the confident to deal with some long term responsibility like handling social security stuff an things like that....and....also, I still live with my family because I don't think I have what it takes to live alone like some would do, so I can only rely on luck to even become a host for my friends that would want to pay a visit. And before you say anything, I know that sooner or later when that day come, I'll probably be a homeless guy that might suffer for the rest of my life if I don't get enough knowledge on what I should do. Because I'm the black sheep in the house I live in, certain thing I like to do are often kept a secret, and because this is in the general thread, talking about that T word isn't something I should mention, but you get the idea.
Well, I think that's all I can think about me, good and bad. I guess some would say that I lack self-esteem or confident in myself...but what can I do to regain it? Each time I try something, I'd chickened out at the last moment before someone even talks to me or chose not to even go for it at all. And that's not a lie...I actually did that more than once.
I thank you for your time in reading all of this and I hope you understand how my life can really be.
I mean, I have to face it, even if some know just the good thing, I can't always hide the bad one
because one day something could happen that would be unexpected if it wasn't know. So before I start out, if you start to dislike me because of of the honesty that you would think its bad, fine by me
I'm not gonna like that I'll be hurt, but at least I'll be shameless for telling you all this. So here's my good info:
To start out, many have notice that when it comes to respecting other, I don't kid around when it comes to doing that the best I can. I mean, there are time a lot of cool people are here to make friends, and might be worried that they might not get a warm welcome or be treated well. So, when that happen, I can be in their shoes. I do what I can to be as fun as some others, especially if we have something in common, if not, then...well, what will I be able to say? Anyway, I enjoy doing things like playing video games that's for PS3, 2DS and sometimes Nintendo Wii, if I have the motivation for it. I would enjoy watching Anime and Cartoon as long as they are decent in my opinion. But above it, I believe that friendship is something more important than anything.
Now something that might not be a good info about me....so if you don't want to read about it, you can stop there, but if you want to know it...please continue:
When I was a kid, I was a living terror because I guess you can say that I tend to break things when I'm angry, sometimes caused trouble and fuss if I can't get what I want. At least that's what was told. In my older age, there are point that I can be very shy or silent, especially in reality, so I would sometime be in a big of a distant and just mind my own business. I don't drive for I rely on using bus or trains. I'd travel, but not to anywhere further than Brooklyn, Manhattan, or Bronx. And this may not be as believable as what I'm about to say, but I feel that I don't have the confident to deal with some long term responsibility like handling social security stuff an things like that....and....also, I still live with my family because I don't think I have what it takes to live alone like some would do, so I can only rely on luck to even become a host for my friends that would want to pay a visit. And before you say anything, I know that sooner or later when that day come, I'll probably be a homeless guy that might suffer for the rest of my life if I don't get enough knowledge on what I should do. Because I'm the black sheep in the house I live in, certain thing I like to do are often kept a secret, and because this is in the general thread, talking about that T word isn't something I should mention, but you get the idea.
Well, I think that's all I can think about me, good and bad. I guess some would say that I lack self-esteem or confident in myself...but what can I do to regain it? Each time I try something, I'd chickened out at the last moment before someone even talks to me or chose not to even go for it at all. And that's not a lie...I actually did that more than once.
I thank you for your time in reading all of this and I hope you understand how my life can really be.
