where do i go from here?

[wishfoot88]

hi all
so some time ago i welled up the courage to tell a close friend about my thing. she wss very understanding, and though she finds it weird, she isnt against it and is not freaked out. she doesnt find the actual thing weird, just that its what i like. i say my "thing" as it can refer to anything. you say the word fetish to anyone and they feel uneasy, kink is almost the same.
so after much joking about it, i get the occasional poke in the side, and we have little jokes about her tying me up and testing my limits.
but i have always known she would not actually do it.
i have always let her know one thing: i wont ever ask her to tickle me, but i wont stop her either. i dont feel right asking anyone to do it, never have anyway. and i feel weird about dropping hints.
i wear flip flops around college at the moment, and force of habit, i sit with no shoes on when i wear shoes to college. always have. so theres always the opportunity to get tickled.
i suppose what im trying to ask, is where do i go from here?
i used to love the girl, but she went out with someone else, and treated them like shit. i told her my feelings and she shot me down, but she treated her boyfriend like shit so i dodged a bullet.
she herself is not ticklish, so i cant start a tickle fight. and i do not want to ask her.
i mean, i would like to be tickled, but im not sure what to do.
im not asking how i should ask. im just not sure how to move forward from this situation.

any help or comments would be really appreciated, thanks for reading,i know its long🙂

 

[eric33]

Press the issue ,..why not ? you got nothing to lose , looks like she may have treated you like shit, if she decided to go out with you.,.. if she decides for whatever reason to go along with your"thing"..even if it,s just once ,.you ahead,..if not no big deal,..let her go treat someone else like shit ,.yeah push the issue.

 

[Marquis De Sade]

Perhaps find someone else and start fresh with how you go about letting her know. If your friend isn't and hasn't started anything and you won't ask, nor drop any hints, I don't see any other course of action to be had.

 

[Phineas]

Well, I would say don't force it. If asking her doesn't feel natural to you, then don't.

Also, you mentioned she shot you down before this, so I would think that's a pretty big indicator that doing anything sexual with her is out of the question. I agree with the good Marquis; ditch her and find someone more receptive to your needs. You can do better.