Been pretty active here for the last few days and have never felt so good about myself. Speaking to people on the chatroom has really helped me to address this fetish more and it's paying off because I don't feel so weird anymore.
A lot of really cool cats here too, even managed to find another TMF'er who lives just a county away from me. One day I'll go for drinks with this dude and we'll scope out every woman in the bar like sinister, lecherous hawks.
Other than feeling completely at home here, I'm also learning how to socialise in real life again. I spent two years of my life staring through the end of either a bottle of spirits or a bottle of painkillers. I wasn't fun to hang around with at all, I imagine, as I often fell asleep in bars due to the heavy opiates or spent a lot of the night in a bathroom trying to puke during serious stomach cramps. I've been partially clean for the last while now and it's really funny talking to people now because I actually understand what they are saying and they can understand what I'm saying (I hope).
Life is doing a 180 on me right now. College is going well, withdrawals are over, social skills getting back to normal and I'm even embracing a fetish that I kept away in a little box for years.
Thanks TMF, you crazy assholes. Love you.
El Capitano.
A lot of really cool cats here too, even managed to find another TMF'er who lives just a county away from me. One day I'll go for drinks with this dude and we'll scope out every woman in the bar like sinister, lecherous hawks.
Other than feeling completely at home here, I'm also learning how to socialise in real life again. I spent two years of my life staring through the end of either a bottle of spirits or a bottle of painkillers. I wasn't fun to hang around with at all, I imagine, as I often fell asleep in bars due to the heavy opiates or spent a lot of the night in a bathroom trying to puke during serious stomach cramps. I've been partially clean for the last while now and it's really funny talking to people now because I actually understand what they are saying and they can understand what I'm saying (I hope).
Life is doing a 180 on me right now. College is going well, withdrawals are over, social skills getting back to normal and I'm even embracing a fetish that I kept away in a little box for years.
Thanks TMF, you crazy assholes. Love you.
El Capitano.
