After being in the lifestyle for five years and playing for four I've found it!

What have I found? A real honest to goodness relationship with a kinky young switch off of Fet. Now don't get me wrong us being in the lifestyle is a plus, but we actually truly enjoy each other. I can tell he really truly loves and cares for me as much as I do him. For the first time in my life I feel I actually know what it is like to have somebody to love and it is an awesome feeling. The more we hang and play the more we become infatuated with each other. A couple a days ago after we had sex and were cuddling in his bed he said, "I am hoping to make you happy for a very long time." No one had ever said anything like that to me before. I have had countless play partners and have been owned twice, but none of them ever made me feel the way my current boy friend makes me feel(Lol they were not my boy friends. Just my Doms or play partners). For the first time I don't feel used. I feel loved and wanted. I swear that will try my best not to fuck things up and hopefully this feeling of omg this must be too good to be true will die. He sent me this text tonight, "Have i told you how awesome and how much i like you recently." I am the happiest I've ever been in the lifestyle. We're hanging out tomorrow. Cooking mexican food,wine, movies, and consensual nonconsent play.