Blog entries by fordtech30

It would seem I owe the forum a big apology for acting as I did. I was angry and like most people, I wasnt thinking clearly either. So I would like to apologize to all of you here. Like so many people out there. I have trust issues and self esteem issues that stem back to many years ago...

Tamia and I talked tonight and got some things out. I feel I owed her an explanation of why I did what I did. We both agreed that when two people have tow work as hard as we did just to stay together to date, then it wasn't going to work. Sometimes love isn't enough. When two people...

Well since my breakup with Tamia things have been a rollercoaster. It hurt to breakup with someone you have feelings for. Did she ever really care about me? I don't know. Saying hurtful things just for the sake of saying them isn't love in my book. I don't care for being cussed out and I...

Well..other than my name being slandered on here my life is going pretty well. It's nice not to feel bad about yourself. Sometimes people don't mix well. And that's all there is to say. Nice to have an apartment again. Got some new bedroom furniture this weekend. Wooohoo! I'm now in the...

Well everyone. Tamia and I are back together. Thank God!! I really missed that girl. And we have both learned some lessons about what we have gone through. I think we are truly understanding each other now. I know now that she is my soul mate. She is everything to me. I made some...

Why does the dating game have to be so hard? For that matter, why do relationships have to be so hard? You would think when two people are in love it will last and make it. I have come to realize that no matter how much two people love each other, sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes two...