To the ones who so easily share your most ticklish secrets, y'all are much braver than I could ever be. And "hats off" to you because I could never in life EVER share this information. In fact, my heart is beating, my brow is furled, my fingers are stiff, my back is hunched, and my chest is tight just typing this. I'm afraid right now, sitting alone in my room, in a city covered in ice and a tangled mess of fallen trees. And still, I'm damn near quaking in my boots at the thought of it.
THE SPOT for me is a needle in a haystack (an accidental discovery). It isn't in a normal spot that someone can go for or even find without my specific guidance (taking you by the hand and putting your hand there). And believe me, I won't ever do that for you. Ever. The spot is beyond devastating. I can't even explain it. I just know that I am in automatic flight AND fight mode at the same time. And I will break EVERYTHING- You, myself, whatever I am tied to just to escape.
And this is me... The one who loves to hate it. The one who fantasizes about and often actively seeks out THAT session... No mercy. Pure ticklish destruction. But I don't love that. I don't dream about that. I don't even have nightmares about it for fear that they will come true. And I will calmly do ANYTHING to misdirect you, straight up lie to you, pretend, over act, under act, dead fish, safe word, SHOW YOU A DIFFERENT SPOT if you come close!
When it was initially found, after recovering (which took forever), silly me wanted to test it out to see if this was indeed THE SPOT. So- I gave my tickler permission to test it out again. SMDH....
So again, the bravery that you all have on you. My goodness. I could never.
BUT it is always fun reading about your spots. LOL
Carry on! 🙂
THE SPOT for me is a needle in a haystack (an accidental discovery). It isn't in a normal spot that someone can go for or even find without my specific guidance (taking you by the hand and putting your hand there). And believe me, I won't ever do that for you. Ever. The spot is beyond devastating. I can't even explain it. I just know that I am in automatic flight AND fight mode at the same time. And I will break EVERYTHING- You, myself, whatever I am tied to just to escape.
And this is me... The one who loves to hate it. The one who fantasizes about and often actively seeks out THAT session... No mercy. Pure ticklish destruction. But I don't love that. I don't dream about that. I don't even have nightmares about it for fear that they will come true. And I will calmly do ANYTHING to misdirect you, straight up lie to you, pretend, over act, under act, dead fish, safe word, SHOW YOU A DIFFERENT SPOT if you come close!
When it was initially found, after recovering (which took forever), silly me wanted to test it out to see if this was indeed THE SPOT. So- I gave my tickler permission to test it out again. SMDH....
So again, the bravery that you all have on you. My goodness. I could never.
BUT it is always fun reading about your spots. LOL
Carry on! 🙂
