Brick Walls........

What's worse than breaking up? Knowing YOU were the one at fault.

I know that now. My inability to get close with anyone gets in the way of every single one of my relationships. Every. Single. One.

I'm sorry that everyone had to see what I became. I'm extremely embarrassed about my actions and behavior. I'm sorry that I acted like a child. I was hurting, but that wasn't the way to cure it.

I need validation from people here in order to feel like I'm loved, and I can't accept it from the person I am supposed to love unconditionally.

There is a HUGE brick wall around my heart. It needs to come down. If that doesn't come down I can't be myself to anyone.

I'm sorry to say I have to move on from here. It's my own decision. It was fun, but it's time for me to leave and find my own way.

Thank you to those who stood behind me. I'm sorry I misled you. I hope you can forgive me.

I love you all.