Tattoo your name across my heart..

Amazingly, things have continued to stay normal around here. Today we sat down and talked a bit, pretty much covering the basis of what was bothering the both of us. We decided we both needed to work on somethings. He assured me that anything I heard was false, and all I can do is take his word for it. After all, I did promise him a fair chance after our renewal, and he never got it. I sat and talked, at great length, with a counselor.. apparently most of the issues where stemming from my fear of the possibility that something was amiss. When in all actuality, nothing was going on. WHICH certainly, makes me feel like an ass.

Again, a big fuck you to anxiety, eh? I should have known it was playing a part in this.

So, anyway. I'm fucking working all this bullshit out of my demented head. Haha. Josh and I decided to try and make this work again, now knowing why I was acting the way I was. Go figure, I was certain it wasn't me that was the problem. Well, damn.


Well, I still haven't been depressed.. that makes what.. 2 weeks now? EPIC! It certainly is refreshing.

On another note, I registered for my spring classes today. Class starts on Jan 11th. I'll be glad for it.. that means guaranteed time out of the house. Haha. I decided to take a full load to make up for some lost time. I'd really just like to transfer schools. Can't do that till I have my Associate's though, which is soon. :]

I have 3 on campus classes -- Arguement-Based Research, Statistics I and Intro to the New Testament.

And 3 online -- Intro to Criminal Justice (elective), General Psychology (again an elective), and World Civilizations. Oh, and my Math lab is online.. but it hardly counts.

So, yeah.. Oh did I mention my ex won't leave me alone? I should of never accepted his IM, because I really just want him to go away.