Goodness 🙃🤧

I have a crush on someone, and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

And everything is chaotic and rosy and stressful and confusing and light... And I love it and hate it and I want to run away and stay and try to be prickly and rough, but they make me feel soft and I don't wanna!!!!! 😩😂

I hate this. And I don't.
I can't do this. Help!