I posted before in another blog entry how I am having more very frightening symptoms after my colonoscopy.
Unfortunately, my colonoscopy DR was closed yesterday due to the blizzard we had in NY.
Due to Covid. He has limited hours, and I will not be able to touch base with him until Monday.
My aunt has always been a self serving bitch. Nothing matters except herself and her son.
My aunt was aware that I was having these symptoms.
As usual, even though she knew I was very concerned about the symptoms I am having.
My aunt said. "(My aunts son's name) has no family"
That to me was the last straw.
I put my aunt on ignore on my phone.
This woman acts like no one else matters but herself and her son.
Her behavior has worsened in 2020.
Generally, I can put up with it, if I keep my distance . I've already put her on ignore a couple of times this year for far less serious reasons.
This.. is the last straw.
I dont know what the reason is for the symptoms I am having.
While my mother was a wonderful woman.
My mother always ran a relationship with my aunt as if my aunt had "No requirements " to be human.
If there is an afterlife, and my mom is watching, I hope that my mom can forgive me.
Had my situation been the usual day to day thing, or more trivial , , I would have let my aunt's behavior go.
Not this time.
Hopefully, my situation will turn out to be nothing serious.
Yet, I cannot take it anymore.
Unfortunately, my colonoscopy DR was closed yesterday due to the blizzard we had in NY.
Due to Covid. He has limited hours, and I will not be able to touch base with him until Monday.
My aunt has always been a self serving bitch. Nothing matters except herself and her son.
My aunt was aware that I was having these symptoms.
As usual, even though she knew I was very concerned about the symptoms I am having.
My aunt said. "(My aunts son's name) has no family"
That to me was the last straw.
I put my aunt on ignore on my phone.
This woman acts like no one else matters but herself and her son.
Her behavior has worsened in 2020.
Generally, I can put up with it, if I keep my distance . I've already put her on ignore a couple of times this year for far less serious reasons.
This.. is the last straw.
I dont know what the reason is for the symptoms I am having.
While my mother was a wonderful woman.
My mother always ran a relationship with my aunt as if my aunt had "No requirements " to be human.
If there is an afterlife, and my mom is watching, I hope that my mom can forgive me.
Had my situation been the usual day to day thing, or more trivial , , I would have let my aunt's behavior go.
Not this time.
Hopefully, my situation will turn out to be nothing serious.
Yet, I cannot take it anymore.
