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i having a case of as what i have been told is sub drop after some play i had this weekend this is the first time i have ever had this becasue before this weekend everytime i played it was with someone that gave me awsome aftercare but this time i did not have any whitch is why im feeling this way and no im not mad at anyone nor to i blame anyone i had a amazing weekend this all started sunday during the day i was find thn all this crap started to build slowly and then i just broke i left the hotel room and went in the hallway and cryed i had no one to confort me and it was the worst feeling in the world a very nice woman did see me sitting there after i been there and asked what was wrong and i told her anxiety attack witch was what i thought was going on untill later on that night when saeria explained it to me so the lady brang me to her room so i could have some time to myself i sat in there cryed and listened to some music i was in there for hours at random times a couple people did check on me wich was nice today im still feeling the same way and it sucks i just want someone to cuddle/talk to that is all nothing more i suck at this explaing stuff but i tryed lol anyways goona go get into bed now love yall night