Dream.

I had an odd dream last night.

Does anyone know what this means?

I was pregnant with a baby boy ... with my cousin. He was married to my step-sister in the dream and she hated me. My cousin and I were going to get married, but I decided it wasn't right because I didn't know if I could live with him.

So the wedding got called off and everyone got really mad because they already had plane tickets and stuff. I felt really bad ... like sick to my stomach bad. I started crying. I woke up crying for like 3 seconds and then went right back to the dream.

The baby boy was born August 28th, which I was really happy about because all of the people in my family have a 2 in their birthday. I forget what his name was, though. I kept forgetting in the dream, too.

Then all of the sudden I was pregnant AGAIN. I dunno how this time though. It was a baby girl. I remember spazzing because my mom gave me some pill and I started going crazy worrying about my baby. I remember screaming, "LET ME NAME HER KAYLA ANN!" I was honestly worried that I wasn't going to be allowed to name her that.

She was born on October 1st. I remember being mad because she didn't have a 2 in her birthday. Then I was walking with her and she called me Amy and I said, "No hunny. I'm mommy."

Then I woke up.

I think I dreamed about my cousin because I ran into him at the zoo the other day.
My sister is pregnant so thats probably how I got the pregnant idea in my brain.

But other than that ... wtf? My mind is fucked up haha