Its a weird thing to say that I miss being at work. I have been off sick since Monday due to some bizarre illness - it started with a headache, then dizziness, then a tummyache and whilst these have all gone its the joint and muscle pain that kills me. I can't walk from room to room without feeling the muscles in me crumble, and the need to lie down but if i lie down I feel like the pain will never go away.
I have family coming over later, and they are doctors so maybe they can help me out.
So in my absence from work I have been around but i do apologise, as I get tired easily and sometimes have to disappear to take a nap or to lie down. Its not me - i am usually a very active person. I just hope I can recover to that same person soon.
It also doesn't help that I feel guilty knowing work needs me, that my class need me, I am letting down a lot of people but I will make it up to them. I will. Maybe it was the stress that caused this, before this I had been covering a lot of classes for people that were already off. I thought i was managing well...
I have family coming over later, and they are doctors so maybe they can help me out.
So in my absence from work I have been around but i do apologise, as I get tired easily and sometimes have to disappear to take a nap or to lie down. Its not me - i am usually a very active person. I just hope I can recover to that same person soon.
It also doesn't help that I feel guilty knowing work needs me, that my class need me, I am letting down a lot of people but I will make it up to them. I will. Maybe it was the stress that caused this, before this I had been covering a lot of classes for people that were already off. I thought i was managing well...