That's the only way I can begin this post. Simply put, I want to throw my mom through a wall. I got up this morning, and again she said she is calling about her tests "Tomorrow". I'm hearing this every fucking day this week. Then, tomorrow I'll hear "I dont want to call before the weekend, as I dont want to upset the weekend", and Monday I'll hear: "I dont want to call Monday, because I dont want to think about it this weekend".
I want to be understanding that making this call is very difficult for my mom, but, I'm beginning to lose my patience with her lies. If she was honest with me, and said "I dont care anymore. I'm not taking treatment, and if I die, whatever will be, will be", I'd be devestated, but at least I'd understand more than what she's doing.
It's her decision as to what she wants to do. Simply put, I give up!
Mitch
I want to be understanding that making this call is very difficult for my mom, but, I'm beginning to lose my patience with her lies. If she was honest with me, and said "I dont care anymore. I'm not taking treatment, and if I die, whatever will be, will be", I'd be devestated, but at least I'd understand more than what she's doing.
It's her decision as to what she wants to do. Simply put, I give up!
Mitch
