Hello Vanilla Wafer! YOU SUCK!

Have you ever wanted to scream at the top of your lungs in complete frustration? Sometimes it can be really hard to get what I want out of my life. Have you ever put a lot of effort into something and then discovered you wasted your time? Well hello you vanilla wafer. I hate you.

People say use the give and take approach when involved with someone who isn't into tickling. I have asked my current sexual partner what he might like in exchange for him tickling me. I gave him exactly what he wanted to the letter, and he tickled me for about five minutes without any bondage.
He said it was a teaser of things to come. That was a month ago.

AAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

For the last couple of months I've been trying to get him to buy some cuffs for us to use because I enjoy them. There has been no progress on that front. None. Nil. Zero.

I can buy my own equpment, and rig myself up nicely. I can do all the work of arranging my bed so that things are easier for him. I can get lotions, and potions, and brushes. I would rather do these things together as a couple. I've told him all of this. I've tried to be as good a communicator as I possibly can be.

But, today for some unknown reason.....
I

AM

ON

MY

LAST

NERVE.