to move on 😕 
? I just don't know why or how to make the call. I've seen some things that concern me and make me feel empty inside, discarded. I hate being in limbo, hate not knowing. I hate being afraid to ask, or to make the decision. I suppose even writing this, I have made a decision. I just don't want to admit it to myself or make it final. The longest adult relationship I have had the privilege of being in and a good friend, both lost in one blow. Heartbreak never gets easier.
? I just don't know why or how to make the call. I've seen some things that concern me and make me feel empty inside, discarded. I hate being in limbo, hate not knowing. I hate being afraid to ask, or to make the decision. I suppose even writing this, I have made a decision. I just don't want to admit it to myself or make it final. The longest adult relationship I have had the privilege of being in and a good friend, both lost in one blow. Heartbreak never gets easier.
I embarked on an airplane last Thursday to Manchester, England for a 16 day...